Feb 3, 2006

change in perspective...

for those that didnt kno..i woke up from wed till today..ive been pretty sick..body juss wouldnt go n e more...

wed: got to work .n threw up...try to fight it out...after an hour or so couldnt take it n e more n went home...threw up sum more...went to nap...woke up got 102 fever...took sum medicine..made sum congee (tasted horrible i cant make congee)...planted my butt on the couch n didnt want to move..body aching..head exploding..by the time i was goin to sleep at nite..still had 101 fever..

thurs: woke up..still got fever..juss wouldnt go away...i was actually kinda worried ..juss never seen a fever that wont go away b4...but at least i was eatin more than just congee (so not fillin)

n now still gettin better..fever gone...went to the doctor's n got sum medicine..hopefully it works...i dont think ive ever brokedown like that b4...not emotionally but just physically...like my body telling me to stop n despite me tellin it keep pushin it...it juss wouldnt start..itz crazee feelin so weak n unable to do n e thing at all..every step felt like a hammer was bein pounded into my head..but surely n thankfully God was there the whole time...takin care of me...hearin my prayers..givin me the rest that i needed...n now truly learning how to rest...even my parents pointed that to b the cause of my problem..my lack of rest..my lack of downtime..funee thing is i think i slack off a lot hahaha

other random things i learned:
i) according to sum ppl Gatorade is a wonder drug for stomach problems
ii) change my idea of some ppl

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