Jan 10, 2005

feel so dead lately...

dont kno y but feel so "sau" lately...alwyz so tired n emotionless...

had a good ccf large group on friday...juss sumthins dat is still left in my mind for me to tink bout...n juss dont kno wut to do..n where is it dat I stand...da topic was "Where Are You Going?"...where am i going in life ? in wut direction am i heading in life..more specificially spiritually ? where do i want to b dis time next yr ? juss got dese questions in my head..w/ no answers at all...n juss continue to ponder sum more....

i tink it was after ccf dat ive started to b so "sau" n da fact dat ive been doin my cover letters and everything for PEY next yr...(for those ppl dat dont kno wut PEY is..itz basically an internship yr where i work fulltime instead of goin to skool)...juss continually tinkin where am i headin in life ? n am i walkin the path that He wants me to ? but one thing i can say w/ confidence is dat wherever i am going..i kno He will b here w/ me..every single step of the way..n i only hope dat i'll truly glorify Him in my walk...wherever He leads me I will follow...n doesnt matter where the destination may b...i'll try my best to make the journey worthwhile n meaningful...

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