May 12, 2004

so finally get to c ppl 2nite...

firstly, man havent been here in awhile..n u kno wutz mess up lately...
been woken up by a helicopter flying over my house..WUTZ UP W/ DAT ?!?

so tonite is the nite...the big get together..well not dat big but it'll
b fun nonetheless..hahaha itz gonna b sum major story tellin time...n last
nite..man havent talk on da fone in awhile..man i hate planning stuff..
even tho im not the one in charge no matter wut u ppl say...itz gonna b a
fun nite tonite..

n e who..last nite had a short yet meaningful talk w/ kelly juss about fully
surrendering ourselves to God...kinda made me tink bout my own situation...
for me..da one thing datz stopping me is dat fear...dat trust problem i guess
...fear of wut mite happen...dat lack of trust..to let go of the steering wheel
n let God take control...so many times i find myself worrying over things dat
i dont need to..cuz i kno it'll b alrite..since God is on my side..for one
instance..CSC263..it wuz all Him..i wuz worryin so much..so scared of failing..
n thankfully God pulled thru once again..Lord, thank you so much for doin wut
u do...n i pray dat God will continue to work in my life...so i can finally
learn to juss let go..n let Him take me to wherever He wants me to go...

yah itz a long post.cuz i havent posted in awhile...yah juss been readin sum
stuff online as well...on Biblical Christianty vs. Roman Catholicism..yah
juss had to dis desire to figure out wut the differences between the two
religions...n now whenever someone tells me dey r the same cuz one branched out
from the other ..i can confidently say..NO IT AINT !!!

n lastly..look outside..it's a BEAUTIFUL day....

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