crazee fog outside...

man derez sum crazee fog goin on outside rite now..
after st.john meeting came outside..n couldnt c n e
thing itz crazee..totally reminds me of silent hill
n while driving to jessie's house..ken n i saw dis
shadow..we were like "wut the?" den realize it wuz
some guy riding his bike...who rides dere bike in dis
weather ? craziness..

n e who...really tired rite now...but gonna do a bit of
work b4 i hit the sac...need to sleep early 2nite..so i
can stay up late 2molo to study...o well bak to work
now ...

screweddddddd....

well dat basically sums up wut im feelin rite now...before
i was sayin how i dont really feel like doin n e work cuz
i guess i dont feel the pressure of handing it in n stuff..
well now..i feel it..n im tink im gonna b screwedddddddd..
rite now juss tryin to finish my assignment as soon as possible
so i can study for my test for da other course im takin...
which im still not really sure wut im bein tested on...man juss
gotta really stay on the track w/ all dis work n all..

hahaha

well from my last blog till now..itz been like
wut ? 20 mins ? hahaha obviously i didnt put on much
of a fight bout changing the template..i blame dis
on caroline...if i didnt go to her page..i wouldnt
have known bout the new templates hahaha

must fight it...

booooo to blogger n dere new templates n comments n all dat stuff..
if only dey had all of dat when i got my thing...now im too scared
to change it..hahaha took me too much effort to make it da way i
want it..n yes i kno it looks like crap still hahaha still cant
decide if i should cahnge it or not ..nooooooooooooo

on a HAPPIER note..i saw shrek 2 for the second time today hahaha..
datz it..cant watch it again ..but it wuz still very good even tho
i kno wut happen hahaha

sumthin im feelin rite now ...

dis song kinda shows a mindset dat im feelin rite now..n also at
the same type..tryin to really achieve..to really put all my trust
in God..to do everything for His glory only...to have Him in every
part of my life...

Jesus, All For Jesus

VERSE 1:
Jesus, all for Jesus
All I am and have
And ever hope to be

Jesus, all for Jesus
All I am and have
And ever hope to be

VERSE 2:
All of my
Ambitions, hopes, and plans
I surrender these
Into your hands

All of my
Ambitions, hopes, and plans
I surrender these
Into your hands

CHORUS:
For it's only in
Your will that I am free
For it's only in
Your will that I am free

parents ditchin me once again...

yes my parents r ditching me once again...dey alwyz go on their little
trips w/o me n my bro...aw well..dey probably need their break away from
us...but sucks tho...dey go to all dese places dat i want to go..n also
sucks cuz havent gone a trip w/ da whole family in a long time...n e who
dey r goin to Cancun, Mexico hope dey hae a blast..too bad..i wont b
enjoyin my freedom much..since i have my final exams around dat time..

just realized sumthing...

alrite...juss kinda realized dis today..while i wuz doin my reading
for skool...yes im takin summer term if u didnt kno...so im reading
for dis course called Classical Mythology...which is basically studying
ancient Greek and Roman mythology...n today i wuz readin the different
creation stories...which is pretty interesting stuff..dey even had dis
little excerpt bout the Biblical creation story..and dey briefly talked
about the similarities b/w the Bible story n Mesopotamian and Hittite
creation stories...yah i havent gotten to the part where i realized
sumthin yet hahaha..im like babbling on...n e who bak on topic..
dis is wut i realized...from january till now..ive been studyin a lot
bout how dis universe was created...first..in astronomy..we spent
basically 80% of the course..talkin bout how the universe..and if the
Big Bang really happened or not...so been studyin the modern scientific
look at how the universe came about...n now im doin the whole classical
myth point of view..of how the universe came about...BUT despite all dat
i still truly believed dat God created the universe n all dat we c...da
whole scientific look at it..had way too many discrepancies to it...datz
y it is still called the Big Bang THEORY !!! n truly from astro class..
seein all da pix n vids n reading bout all da wicked stuff out in space..
it juss makes me mesmerize more of how beautiful God's creation is..

it's all about You

"Knowing you, Jesus, knowing you
There's no greater thing"

so tired...

alrite i really dont kno wutz wrong w/ me lately...ive juss been really
really REALLY tired..like i wake up n im still tired...wut wrong w/ me ?
itz really not good especially summer skool started..n i really need my
energy to go to class, do my readings n all dat stuff...ARGH ! must get it
fix ASAP !

so last nite..didnt do much...went to skool...got a haircut for the wicked
weather we're having..but noooooooo it had to b a thunderstorm today..letz
c o yes..went to fellowship at church...wicked Bible study on courage in
our lives.

alrite today...went to work..den had two diff. st.john meetings...it wuz
good juss givin dat group of ppl total freedom for camp n all..n let dem do
wuteva dey want...n itz a wicked group of ppl so camp is gonna b wicked..n
im totally lookin forward to it already...afterwardz went to dynasty for
dinner..hahaha we stayed dere till like 11 sumthin...n da security kik us
out ..even when we were in da parking lot talkin...wow never happen to me
b4 alrite..i should go sleep..need to do sum work 2molo ...

sum sequels are worth watching...

i must say..Shrek 2 wuz really good..even tho at first i voted to
watch Troy..but i really enjoyed Shrek 2...lotz of good laffs in it
hahahaha i tink youths n adults will understand da jokes a lot
better dan da kids..but n e who...i HIGHLY recommend watching dis
movie..i kinda want to c it again..juss want to c wut i missed in da
beginning

yah im EXTREMELY full rite now ..had 2 dinners..first w/ ccf small
group after watchin Shrek 2...den afterwards went to church for the
CollUni men's group meeting..had another dinner dere..WOAH ! dis
stomach is all filled up...

man cant type n e more..full stomach makin me tired..im juss gonna sit
here n stare at the screen now...

so sleepy...

if u read my eariler entry den u'll kno y im so sleepy..cuz i had to
get to skool by 9am today...juss to chk which tutorial im in...sigh
it seems like my prof is anti-technology...derez no course website..
he didnt give us his email address...no online lecture notes...yet
he has like typed slides which he expects us to copy within the 5 mins
they r up...

another sad thing is dat...becuz of the tutorial now..i have 5 hours of
strate class...from 10 - 3 ..no breaks...which means no food...well i
catch a snack when im walkin from one building to another datz it..
nooooooooooooo im gonna starve..i can c amanda laffin at me rite now..
cuz she'll b lounging at home w/ fillin her stomach..while i starve in
class...

so my prof for classical myth showed up today...he seems alrite...i have
2 probs w/ him already tho...#1 he spent an HOUR..ONE WHOLE HOUR..goin
thru the class outline...he basically gave a 5 min intro..to every single
class...n #2 well we were talkin bout dis myth..n he said one of the lessons
we can learn from it is dis " the greatest blessing can also be the greatest
curse"...which i totally disagree..i tink im totally blessed in my life..
to kno dat my sins r forgiven becuz God loved the world so much He sent his
Son, Jesus, to die for us..n thru Jesus' sacrifice on the cross..im no longer
bound by death.n dat one day when my time here is done..i'll b goin up dere
to heaven...dis is the greatest blessing i have in my life..n in no way shape
or form..can dis turn into a curse...n e objections ? juss comment i'll luv
to hear it...

sleeeeeeeeeeeep

so itz summer vacation for me now...den y da heck am i awake at this time?
arghhhhhhhhhhhh im so tireddddddddddddddddddddddddddd i want to sleep
so badly rite now...so early juss for tutorial..arghhhhhhhhhhhhhhh
yes i get fustrated easily when im tired...n e who better get dress
n start my trek to skool...

sooooooooo...

soooooooooooooooooo summer skool started yesterday..it wasnt dat bad...man
marketing geography is a HUGE class..filled w/ lotz of chinese ppl too..
n so far da course seems pretty easy stuff..letz hope it does turn out dat
way..n i get a good mark..as for my other class..well not much to say bout
it since i was SUPPOSE to have a 2 hour lecture..but ended up to b like
only 20 mins long..hahaha..but i still have to read 2 chapters by 2molo..
woah..better start reading like NOW !!! since im such a slow reader...

st.john wuz alrite...i buffed my shoes b4 i went at k's house..n now itz so
shinyyyyyyyyyyy..but i couldnt get rid of the wrinkles on my shoe..so da
shininess..juss like stops once it gets to the wrinkles..sucks !

o yah..i wuz readin da Bible yesterday...n i came across dis verse..goes w/
wut i wuz tellin tracy da nite b4 too..so it goes "Do not let any unwholesome
talk come out of your mouths, but only what is helpful for building others up
according to their needs, that it may benefit those who listen" Ephesians 4:29
man my goal is to stop makin fun of ppl..hahaha..i poke fun at ppl way too much
..i bet a lot of ppl r really happy hearin dis now hahaha

it all begins again 2molo

well it all begins again 2molo so summer skool is starting 2molo...taking 2 courses
marketing geography n ancient mythology...so from wut i heard..i'll b doin sum crazee
reading till the end of june...which wont b all dat bad..since i got nuttin else to do
den again letz hope i can keep up w/ the readings too...well so far i dont kno n e one
in my ancient myth class...letz hope i do bump into sumone i kno or i meet sum kool
ppl or else..itz gonna b one boring course..especially w/ lectures 3 times a week..
AHHH ! n of course it's good to kno sumone is takin notes when i fall asleep hahaha

well let's c...saw bonnie at church today...good to kno that she is gettin better..
thank you God for answering our prayers...n saw filgen's knee..AH!!! it hurts for me
to look at the scars leftover from her surgery..AH!!! n da shocker for the day..the
announcement about Pastor Tham handed in his letter of resignation on may 7th...i dont
tink n e one saw it coming at all...after service..everyone was like "wow! that was a
surprise" dont kno what's gonna happen now..since the english congregation are already
in da midst of finding a youth pastor..now we gotta go hunting for another pastor now
too...all in all..i pray that God continue to light the path for Pastor Tham n for our
church for the days ahead...

hahaha i finally went..

YES !!!! tim finally went to mitchell's today..n actually
went inside..YESSSSSSSS...if u didnt kno last time i went
it wuz close..so it wuz my first time dere..hahaha to those
ppl dat alwyz go dere..ur prob tinkin wutz wrong w/ dis guy
hahaha..well n e who i finally got da Bible i wanted..
quite happy bout dat..n also my $10 cd..which im totally
enjoyin rite now...thnx kelly for goin w/ me hahaha kelly
n her decisions on wut to buy..which led to me bein unable
to decide wut to get..hahaha

alrite bout last nite...juss great to c everyone..well almost
everyone..sum ppl were busy w/ work..sum busy w/ their gfs...
a person bought 12 bottles of beer instead of comin out for
dinner..yah im quite annoy bout dat...but yah..had fun juss
j/kin around...jo ur lucky..we got lazee waitresses at jack
astor's...D&B wuz kool..hahaha winnie has no self control
hahaha n also our 1.5 hours talkin in the parking lot until
eva yelled at us..hahaha but we all kno y she had to get home
so fast..hahaha all in all..juss great to c everyone..

alrite me totally feeling dis song rite now..been listening to
it for awhile..yet it still speaks to me n da lyrics r juss
words i can relate to...

Everything To Me by Avalon

I grew up in sunday school
I memorized the Golden rule
And how Jesus came to set the sinner free
I know the story inside out
I can tell you all about
The path that led Him up to Calvary
But ask me why He loves me
And I don't know what to say
But i'll never be the same
Because he changed my life when He became...

Everything to me
He's more than a story
more than words on a page of history
He's the air that I breath
The water I thirst for
And the ground beneath my feet
He's everything, everything to me

We're living in uncertain times
And more and more I find that i'm aware
Of just how fragile life can be
I want to tell the world I found
A love that turned my life around
They need to know that they can taste and see
Now everyday I'm praying
Just to give my heart away
I want live for Jesus
So that someone else might see that he is...

Everything to me
He's more than a story
more than words on a page of history
He's the air that I breath
The water I thirst for
And the ground beneath my feet
He's everything
And looking back over my life at the end
I'll go to meet you saying you've been...

You're everything to me
You're more than a story
More than words on a page of history
You're everything to me
You're more than a story
More than words on a page of history
You're the air that I breath
The water I thirst for
And the ground beneath my feet
You're everything to me
Lord, you're everything to me

haha wicked stuff..

alrite i'll write bout last nite l8r..but for now..letz look
at dis pic hahaha itz pretty funee stuff...so i wuz sittin
in my kitchen eatin my fruits..den i saw dis wild rabbit in
my bakyard..hahaha so i took pix of it..man do i really
live on a farm ?

so finally get to c ppl 2nite...

firstly, man havent been here in awhile..n u kno wutz mess up lately...
been woken up by a helicopter flying over my house..WUTZ UP W/ DAT ?!?

so tonite is the nite...the big get together..well not dat big but it'll
b fun nonetheless..hahaha itz gonna b sum major story tellin time...n last
nite..man havent talk on da fone in awhile..man i hate planning stuff..
even tho im not the one in charge no matter wut u ppl say...itz gonna b a
fun nite tonite..

n e who..last nite had a short yet meaningful talk w/ kelly juss about fully
surrendering ourselves to God...kinda made me tink bout my own situation...
for me..da one thing datz stopping me is dat fear...dat trust problem i guess
...fear of wut mite happen...dat lack of trust..to let go of the steering wheel
n let God take control...so many times i find myself worrying over things dat
i dont need to..cuz i kno it'll b alrite..since God is on my side..for one
instance..CSC263..it wuz all Him..i wuz worryin so much..so scared of failing..
n thankfully God pulled thru once again..Lord, thank you so much for doin wut
u do...n i pray dat God will continue to work in my life...so i can finally
learn to juss let go..n let Him take me to wherever He wants me to go...

yah itz a long post.cuz i havent posted in awhile...yah juss been readin sum
stuff online as well...on Biblical Christianty vs. Roman Catholicism..yah
juss had to dis desire to figure out wut the differences between the two
religions...n now whenever someone tells me dey r the same cuz one branched out
from the other ..i can confidently say..NO IT AINT !!!

n lastly..look outside..it's a BEAUTIFUL day....

Happy Mother's Day

so itz another mother's day..which also means..time for Mon Sheong Fun Run
event..so had to b dere at 8am to help out..cuz us St.John Ambulance ppl r
goin to help n take care of the first aid aspect if n e one gets hurt...but sadly
i woke up at 5:45am today..y ? cuz i heard my bro get up to go the
washroom ...n he is in a diff. room..arghhhhhh so im gonna b all drain out
2nite...da Fun Run was good..lotz of ppl show up to support Mon Sheong..
had a blast..got free food...n happy dat no one got hurt...alrite gonna go
rest now..cuz 2nite gonna go bbq for Mother's Day...

so itz tru...

well i alwyz remember watchin chinese movies...n in many of dem dere is
a gurl dat gets a fever..n she feels really cold no matter how many
blankets she is wrap in..n so on....i alwyz thought dat wuz fake..well
until last nite..dis is da first time dis happen to me...so i had a pretty
bad fever...it wuz sum messed up stuff..i wuz in bed..wrapped myself
w/ 2 blankets...n i wuz still shivering like mad...like CRAZEE mad..my
teeth were chattering n everything...i had to like force myself to stop
doin it..but it juss came on going...den after my cry for help...who else but
God answers my prayers...da shivering juss stops..n i wuz able to fall
asleep =o)...u dont got to believe wut i juss wrote..but heck datz wut
happen..it's all bout Him n His everlasting love...from the beginning of
time till forevermore...so now im feeling much better..da doctor said i
wuz fine..no medicine needed or n e thing like dat..=oP

alrite so after the doctor's went to go yum cha..w/ my uncle, aunt, grandma
n my baby cousin who is juss 10 months old...so he is still at the age
where he cant really recognize ppl..well except for my uncle n aunt...so when
we came ..he juss gave us the longest..confused look ever..w/ like da frown
n everything..hahaha n when my bro tried to hold him..he started to cry
rite away...n he got so scared..he wuz like huggin my aunt so tight...
my bro scared the heck out of jason..my mom wuz cracking up..hahahahaha

man quite full rite now..

argh had all u can eat jap food today w/ my bro n joesph..
got dere at like 9pm...n ate for an hour n half or so..juss
like non-stop eating da food juss kept on coming..hahaha
so funee one of the waitress "inch" my bro..it wuz in a
jokin kind of way...so not intentional..hahaha

o yah..my old skool vid. game console..PC ENGINE is not
working..got bored..so my bro wanted to take it out to play
well also cuz we found a stack of games in joesph's basement
man so lookin forward to playin it again...but it didnt work
=o( quite sad...

a kool short film...

well herez a link to dis short film online..itz only bout 1.5 minutes long
but it gets to the point...whether u r Christian or not...religious or
non-religious..it speaks to all ppl..
well here's the link to the film itz called "Eternity"

woohoo new toy...

so my bro came bak..n he brought me a bday present...one of those
lego basketball ...itz pretty kool..quite fun..so who wants to
challenge me ? hahaha

congratz everyone...

well 9 ppl got baptized today..which wuz simply amazing..juss hearin
their testimony n hearing how God has worked in their lives n how His
love changed their lives...simply wicked stuff...hahaha so jokes when
Kelly saw wut sue n i got here..hahaha but she didnt use it !!! o well
it wuz all for jokes..her real present is on its way...

so after church went to fmp...haha i felt like i cheated my way into
a free meal dere haha cuz i didnt do n e thing...funniest part when
we did the chicken dance in the food court along w/ the scouts haha
neva imagine myself doin dat at fmp hahaha...who knoz wut
embarassing thing st.john will make me do next..we'll juss have to c
next event.. Mon Sheong Fun Run at Milliken Park next sunday...