a little prayer...

Lord,

be my voice, when i lack the words to speak
be my hands, when i do not know what to do
be my feet, when i have lost my way
be my strength, when i'm too weary to carry on

WORST places/time to get a nosebleed

this is list has been put together from my own experiences...

i) while taking a shower
ii) while driving
iii) while pumping gas
iv) riding the subway [REALLY have nowhere to run to]

i will add to this list as the summer continues...

SUPER-JEREMY !!!

first of possibly more vids from cottage trip...it's Super-JEREMY !!!!



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answer to bottom question: cha siu + chicken ..mmmhmmm so good

question for the day...

well after talking to sharon...currently in debate whether im really that obvious or is it just cause im such a structure person that i just stick with the same thing all the time...

so here's the question:
if you and i were going to get a "fan hup" (rice box) from a chinese bbq place, which meat(s) will i get ?

somehow sharon knew right off the bat..when i told her i might get a "fan hup" for lunch

eventful weekend =o)

so what can i say about the past weekend...

fri: didnt do much work at work....it was Sammy's last day and he is moving back to Vancouver with his gf..i do wish him the best and thank him for making work more fun than it is..for his farewell lunch..a bunch of us went to Taste of Japan..got back to the office at like 2pm then i left work at 3pm ..surely a relaxing day at work...got home and I finished packing then off we went to Minden, Ontario for the cottage trip w/ my family n family friends..there was about 40 of us..the place was alright..spacious and clean ! first night played poker w/ forks, spoons and knives as chips..so jokes...and i killed everyone hahaha

sat - sun: sat morning was freezzzzzzzzing..woke up nice and early as usual...during free time..went and walked around..so me, leo, kevin and francis went to the dock...and francis being the troublemaker he is...started to jump on the dock..then all i hear behind me was *SPLASH*..i turn and i see francis standing in the water..which led to the rest of us running as fast as we could off of that thing...LOL also the youth (well me, chris and fanny) led some games for everyone to play..oh man parents are so competitive its CRAZY !!! they are so GICK !!! also played some eyetoy..always fun to see uncles and aunties playing that thing so jokes..then some good ol' mafia afterwards...uncle arthur (jada's and jeremy's dad) is so good..he is pure trickery...jeremy sucks tho...and u know what else sucked..i got killed like first round for most of the game ..i will get my revenge on u guys hahaha...we also watched this chinese christian movie..which was pretty touching....sunday we had a speaker from hong kong which is also a friend of jada's parents and he just shared some thoughts with us...overall it was a good trip lots of chill time with everyone...and surely no generation gap at all

sun night: came back to toronto in the afternoon..n at night was the SCAC 25th anniversary banquet...it was just good to see everyone all dressed up...it was kool seeing the kids all dressed up..not so often get to see that...food was alright...the dessert was wicked...totally props to the ppl that planned/organized it...man banquet for a thousand ppl surely it must have been toughed...but it was a good nite..took pix..i think i only took like a few "normal" pictures where im smiling..

pix will be up soon enough...

sorry if n e one was looking for something deep..just hard to write it up for the whole weekend...too much stuff happened...ask me for details if u wanna..but one overall theme that came up this was "tim is mean"

ARGH !!!!

i find myself easily irritated lately...maybe just the situations i somehow get myself in the middle of...feel like hiding under a rock where ppl won't look for me

just gotta remind myself...all for Him and all for love

woah all the old-timers have officially return...

looks like its gonna b crazy summer for the parks and rec camps this year..

Just like what Kristina said, it is going to be an awesome summer cause so many people are returning and you know all the people in the high positions..

Kay and Francis are ACs....Lisa, Christina, Kristina, Janna, Richard, Daniella, Renee are Co-ordinators..Ricky is going back too...even the old-timers Wilson and Wansey have returned to be co-ordinators as well..(even tho their motivation is because they are graduated students that are unemployed LOL)

this is going to be my 2nd summer away from it..but surely it kind of makes me wanna go back to join the fun...i wonder if i'll be like Wilson and Wansey and just return one year after so long ..but of course i'll never return as a co-ordinator LOL

through the thunder and through the rain...

random fact: i never bring an umbrella to work, even though i know it will rains. Why? Because God is good to me, it always stop raining when I get off work. It may rain all day but when I get off work, it stops. Like yesterday, the weather was completely fine when I got off work. It was only after I was safely on the bus it started to pour.

i watched this video the other day at church while waiting for a meeting to start..didn't really think about it more deeply until yesterday when i was in the midst of a thunderstorm...

just about rain and thunderstorms in general...generally ppl dont like them...but i totally dont mind them at all...i actually do find it relaxing sometimes walking in the rain..sure u get wet..but ur grass gets greener...flowers bloom afterwards...car gets nice and clean...com'n how bad can storms be ? but i wonder if i have the same type of outlook in life ..when things don't go my way...when the "storms" coming rolling in and the world is all dark all around...can i really find myself standing there and thinking things will turn out just fine..but in reality...we are so worried about the moment at hand, on the problems that have been placed in our hands...and just dont want to do with it...and we start to question and wonder why did it happen in the first place...in reality..protray pretty nicely in the video..is that God has never left our side during these storms..He is with us each step of the way, sheltering us from the worst of it and we only have to deal with what He thinks we can handle...

we are but mere specks of dust in the hands of God yet continually and consistently He has cared for us, poured blessing on us and shown His loved for us..and din the midst of the storms in our lives..He draws us closer to Him even more...because we are in His embrace..telling us that things will be alright and that we will make it home

at the end of the day the storms will pass..and what's left are the clear blue sky..beautiful green fields..and a walk closer to God

"For I am the LORD, your God, who takes hold of your right hand and says to you, Do not fear; I will help you." ~ Isaiah 41:13