Sep 29, 2005

Lifesong by Casting Crown

Empty Hands held high
Such Small sacrifice
If not joined with my life
I sing in vain tonight

May the word I say
And the things I do
Make my lifesong sing
Bring a smile to you

Chorus:
Let my lifesong sing to You
Let my life song sing to You
I want to sign your name
to the end of this day
Knowing that my heart was true
Let my lifesong sing to You

Lord, I give my life
A Living sacrifice
To reach a world in need
To be your hands and feet

So may the words I say
And the things I do
Make my lifesong sing
Bring a smile to you

Chorus

Hallelujah, Hallelujah,
Let my lifesong sing to You

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not only am i hoping dat my life is pleasing to You...but i will actively change..to bring a smile to Your face

Sep 25, 2005

MOVE !

so the theme for ccf dis yr is "Move"..."Move In and Move Out"...even tho im not at ccf dis yr...itz great to hear wut their theme is for dis yr...haha it was funee when gloria was trying to explain to me wut the theme was hahaha

n e who da theme is taking from dis verse,
"Bring the whole tithe into the storehouse, that there may be food in my house. Test me in this," says the LORD Almighty, "and see if I will not throw open the floodgates of heaven and pour out so much blessing that you will not have room enough for it. " ~ Malachi 3:10

it'll sure b wicked stuff..to go bak to UofT next yr..n see dat God has busted open the floodgates of heaven on dat place...

Sep 21, 2005

this is why you shouldn't drink...

you'll end up doing some stupid like dis guy..n start breathin out fire...

Sep 14, 2005

learning to trust more

"Trust in the LORD with all your heart and lean not on your own understanding; in all your ways acknowledge him, and he will make your paths straight. "~ Proverbs 3:5-6

Sep 12, 2005

so why "GRRRR" ?

so today was not the best day at work..it was the first day where i had to fend for mysself..cuz da old interns left...n right in da morning...ppl come by n dey r like. .."tim dis needs to b done by the end of the day"..n it was migration testing...now for those dat dont kno...migration test is when u test whether a product still works fine after u had installed the upgraded verison of it...so basically had to test it for each release n for each port da product works on(unix, windows, hp-ux, aix, solaris,...)

da actual tests rnt hard..but settin it up to do the tests..let's juss say it takes FOREVER !!! n it doesnt help when ppl give me wrong instructions...cuz dey were confused bout sumthin..ARGH ! n wut else ? hard to install things on crappy hp-ux machines when the servers r soooooooo slow..all in all...n i didnt leave work till 7:30ish n i finished bout an hour ago.....

n guess what ? tml i gotta do it again for a different verison of the product..yahhhhhhh :)

if u havent guessed...today was the worst day of work so far...ironically it was the first day ppl went bak to skool at UofT...i totally wanted to b dere instead today...

GRRRR

IM STILL AT WORK !!!!!!!!!!!! ARGH !

Sep 11, 2005

Knowing You...

All I once held dear, built my life upon.
All this world reveres, and wars to own.
All I once thought gain, I have counted loss.
Spent and worthless now, compared to this.

Knowing You, Jesus, knowing You.
There is no greater thing.
You’re my all, You’re the best.
You’re my joy my righteousness.
And I love You Lord.

Now my heart’s desire is to know You more.
To be found in You, and known as Yours.
To possess by faith what I could not earn,
All surpassing gift of righteousness.

Oh to know the power of Your risen life,
And to know You in Your sufferings.
To become like You, in Your death my Lord.
So with You to live, and never die.

Sep 9, 2005

new skool yr kiks off..but i dont got skool

well starting next week im off to fend for myself...da two old interns left..today was their last day..n da other regular fulltime person is goin on vacation for 2 weeks...so im left to do work on my own..until he comes bak..dere r other ppl in da department as well..but i dont kno dem as well..hopefully i'll get to kno dem better...i guess..PEY is so far so good....hmm but now i wonder...do i really want to work in a cubicle for da rest of my life ?

O God...reveal to me da path You want me to take...and juss open my eyes so that i will be able to see the work that You have set out for me to do...

today was the ccf frosh bbq...and it was great seeing lots of ppl again...especially da ppl dat came bak from their respective hometowns...n it was amazing ...so many new ppl show up...i only hope dat dey do choose stay..or even if dey dont...that they will b able to find a fellowship that'll help dem grow....n as for me..i really see myself leavin ccf dis yr..headin towards colluni...n c wut God has planned for me dere...but i will surely b bak for da big events n go to retreat w/ dem...despite of all dat tho...ccf will alwyz b a home..n i can only pray dat the new ppl coming in will b able to find it as a home as well..and that the whole fellowship willl continue to grow together...help one another...pray for one another...encourage one another..as the days goes on...my prayers goes out to my brothers and sisters dere...

Sep 1, 2005

troubled...

pray dat God will give me da right words to say...
pray dat God will juss open dis door dat has been slammed shut..

regret wut i said...

to those ppl dat have asked me bout work lately...well rmb me sayin how i was bored da first two days...well letz juss say im totally regretting wut i said..

cuz dis morning i get an email from my manager n itz like the work distribution sheet...so i c my initials on it...n i was like CRAP ! now i got to do SO MUCH stuff by next tues...well mayb itz not a lot of work..but im still a newbie so dont kno wutz goin on yet...

on another note...man i really gotta find time to finish my post-internship report for church...