Dec 30, 2004

the number Phi...

so ive been readin Da Vinci Code lately..which is a pretty good book...i tink im bout halfway thru it...so one part of the book it talks bout dis number Phi also known as the "Divine Proportion" n how it is everywhere all around us n honestly itz such a kool number...n coincidentally i had an assignment last semester dat was based on dis number..so i was bored n googled more bout it...here wut one site said bout it

" The Divine Proportion was closely studied by the Greek sculptor, Phidias, hence, it was given the name Phi. Also known as the Golden Mean, the Magic Ratio, the Fibonacci Series, etc., Phi can be found throughout the universe; from the spirals of galaxies to the spiral of a Nautilus seashell; from the harmony of music to the beauty in art. A botanist will find it in the growth patterns of flowers and plants, while the zoologist sees it in the breeding of rabbits. The entomologist views it in the genealogy of a bee, and the physicist observes it in the behavior of light and atoms. A Wall Street analyst finds it in the rising and falling patterns of a market, the mathematician in the examination of the pentagram.

Throughout history, Phi has been observed to evoke emotion or aesthetic feelings within us. The ancient Egyptians used it in the construction of the great pyramids and in the design of hieroglyphs found on tomb walls. At another time, thousands of miles away, the ancients of Mexico embraced Phi while building the Sun Pyramid at Teotihuacan. The Greeks studied Phi closely through their mathematics and used it in their architecture. The Parthenon at Athens is a classic example of the use of the Golden Rectangle. Plato in his Timaeus considered it the most binding of all mathematical relations and makes it the key to the physics of the cosmos. During the Renaissance, Phi served as the "hermetic" structure on which great masterpieces were composed. Renowned artists such as Michelangelo, Raphael, and Leonardo da Vinci made use of it for they knew of its appealing qualities. Evidence suggests that classical music composed by Mozart, Beethoven, and Bach embraces Phi. Whether it was by design, intuitive, or just an accident is not known. "

man..im such a nerd...itz the holidays..rather dan go out im at home surfin the net readin bout a number..hahaha

Dec 29, 2004

in the midst of all our celebrations...

in the midst of all our celebrations...
remember those dat r suffering today
in the midst of all our laughter...
remember those dat r crying in anguish
in the midst of stuffing ourselves with food...
remember those dat have not eaten for days..
in the midst of openning all our gifts..
remember those dat barely have enuff to survive

derez sum crazee stuff goin around the world rite now...da death toll in the South-East Asia region after the Tsunami disaster has top 80,000 ppl...we r fortunate enuff to b where we r...take the time to help those around u....sacrifice a little part of urself to make the world better..u dont have to travel across the world to help other ppl...even toronto has the highest population of homeless ppl in da world...do wut u can n help
recently found out Toronto has the highest population of homeless

good song good song....

another good song by Micheal W. Smith from the same cd as b4...just a reminder of what Jesus did...

Micheal W. Smith - I Am Love


I am not passers by
I am not a white lie
I am love, I am love
I am not feeling sad
I am not quickly mad
I am love, I am love

You can try to hide
You can try to run
But you'll never run far enough
This is my flesh, this is my blood
And I am love
You can fly up high
You can dig down deep
You can flee to the west
You can flee to the east
But you can't escape what I've done
I am love

I am not standing by
I am not letting go
I am not leaving you
I am love, I am love
My blood fell like rain
I did not bleed in vain
But from my vains
I am love

Dec 26, 2004

unproductive boxing day sigh....

well first off since amanda talked bout all da food she ate..it only make sense for me to do the same hahaha...(for those ppl dat dont kno amanda n i talk bout food a lot hahaha) well christmas day started bright n early when sumhow all my family frenz decided to go yum cha in da morning..so we were till bout 2 sumthin...n bout 3 hours l8r..da exact same family frezn came over for christmas dinner..n it was potluck styles..n dinner started early around 7ish..n we had like sushi..salmon..turkey...beef...shrimps...salad...n da list juss goes on...den afterwardz took a short break..den we went bak at again w/our FIRST cake..it was for my mom's bday (which is today) den rite after dat..we busted out the SECOND cake..which was a jello cheesecake...n we also had tong sui (yeung gee gum lo) as well....not long after dat we had our THIRD cake..which was another cheesecake....by dis time it was around 11:30 hahaha oh man i was gonna blow up from all da food..

alrite datz enuff of dat..so today..went to church in da morning..afterwardz like many ppl out dere...went shoppin..itz like part of the christmas traditions now...went to markville..rite when both me n my mom were gonna give up n juss go home cuz we circled the parking lot for like 1/2 hour...we found a WICKED spot...da 2nd spot right infront of the door..awesome ! ..but sadly dere wasnt much in da mall...dat interested both of us...i bought katamari dalamacy ps2 game..n rite b4 we left..i got a hoodie as well..i only picked up the hoodie juss cuz i felt like i needed to buy sumthin since it took me so long to find a parking spot...my mom got nuttin for herself..juss random gifts for cousins cuz dad goin bak to hk...oh yah..saw a lot of ppl from church at markville too...seems like all of dem juss headed up dere afterwardz..weird stuff..n e who...yah so boring day was unproductive since didnt get much..

lastly...Happy Birthday Mom !

Dec 25, 2004

Merry Christmas !!!

well it is dat time of yr again..n itz wonderful...saw a really cool commerical today too..da Bell commerical when ppl pass on simple acts of kindness..n it goes around to everyone...dat is sumthin we should all do...go out n do a simple act of kindness....itz sumthin dat no money can buy..n we can surely change the world w/ one action at a time..

also...gotta remember wut dis day is all bout...itz not bout santa...or reindeers or presents n e thing dat...itz bout Christ hence CHRISTmas...dis is the day when Jesus Christ was born in a manger in Bethlehem...God's only Son..left His glory in heaven to become a lowly man knowingly He will die on the cross for our sins sum 30 years l8r...now datz LOVE..all the sufferings, all the pain and all the sorrows He had to endured to the fulllest juss for our sake...God does love us because we loved Him but He CHOSE to love us and Jesus is the representation of dat love for us..
wut is my mood rite now ? thankful

Dec 24, 2004

good times good times...

well finally saw everyone from MAC again..well not everyone...tommy was missing as usual *shakes fist*...but besides him most of the old group was dere...it was kool juss seein everyone again n juss chillin w/ dem..itz been TOO LONG..should go out more often..well da few of us dat is in toronto at least....

alva's secret santa card made me laff hahaha..she is so jokez...herez wut it says:
"Guess who I am ...
sexy,
hot,
beautiful,
DAMN fine
wearing black,
2 1/2 inches taller,
and beautiful hair "
LOL alva...so jokez..not dat im sayin ur those things hahaha hope u feel better soon tho..n i do hope ur christmas wish does come tru eventually n u do find dat person

o yah who can forget...amanda n i were like an hour late...well first reason cuz of me driving extremely snow in dis weather..n da other reason is dat...cuz winnie wasnt home when we went to pick her up..she was still at fairview shopping...boooooooo to her..sat infront of her house for like a good 15 minutes boooooo

letz c wut else...danny's present was normal dis yr..im sure many ppl gave a sigh of relief when dey found out dey r not gettin danny's present...n im sure amanda was freakin out b4 she opened the gift hahahaha n oh man...amanda's gift from wallace..it juss wouldnt shut up hahaha it juss kept on makin itz beepin sounds..n amanda had to read the instructions when she got home to learn how to shut it up haha

o yah one more interesting thing happen tonite..while i was headin out to dinner...i did like a good 360 spin onto the opposite of the road on 16th....so not fun...quite freaky too...truly thank God that there were no cars on the other side..or else..WHAM ! for sure....thank You keepin me safe once again...

Dec 21, 2004

n im bak...

well i was bak yesterday..but i was way too tired to write a blog on it...so after my exam on friday..i headed straight to Woodland Trails for camp....n i gotta say it was a blast..even tho i hardly got n e sleep at all...it was juss great seein all da kids havin fun n all da leaders did a great job and im sure dey had fun too..

so all da kids had a great time..did many things dey've never done b4 in their lives...like building emergency shelters n learning how to start a fire (even tho none got theirs to start)...throwing wet socks at eachother while they were blindfolded...got to decorate their own gingerbread man..make crossisants....so it was lotz of fun..

man sunday morning was freezing..n we were outside at like 8 in da morning to run dis obstacle course....oh man i was freezing my butt off...ppl's hair was frozen my scarf was freezing up....emily was so smart she went outside in wet pants..n it froze...it was like solid hard...so jokez..

n who can forget CSC = constant state of confusion..n frankie was the first one to have it..den it juss spreads to everyone ...Mirabel was the first one to have a major severe case of it...she is so lost when she is tired...

o yah...herez sum more random events dat happened at camp
  • mandy cheatin her way thru monopoly n claims she was tired
  • woo sir encouraging mandy to go for Miss Chinese Pageant
  • mandy sittin on top of a fridge pretendin she is going to commit sucide during a first aid scenario
  • samantha slapping herself in da face in da morning
  • a junior talkin in her sleep in da middle of the nite (totally freaked me out)
datz all i remember rite now....well herez the link to the pix im like in only one of dem

Dec 17, 2004

n im off...

well im off to go to skool..to study for a bit more b4 my last exam at 2pm....the anticipation of gettin it over w/ is gettin to me..rite after the exam..im off to go to camp..letz hope itz gonna b a fun weekend..n none of the kids freeze to death...whop i'll b bak on monday..hopefully rejuvenated..

Dec 13, 2004

i want to go play in da snow now...

http://www.angelfire.com/wa/zzaran/calvin.html
haha pure genius..how come i never thought like calvin when i was young...

Dec 12, 2004

n dey r off...

alrite my parents juss left for the airport for their trip to Las Vegas with another uncle n auntie...n dey r gone for a week...which doesnt really make a difference since all my exams r duin dis week...so while dey r gone off baskin under the Nevada sun...i'll b freezin in Toronto n itz suppose to snow all week too noooooooooooooooo

Dec 11, 2004

dey r remaking Willy Wonka...

ooo wicked wicked stuff..dey r remaking willy wonka and the chocolate factory...still remember when i was young..the movie was so good..n the books too.. well herez the site for the movie http://chocolatefactorymovie.warnerbros.com/
weird how Tim Burton made dis kiddy movie have dis creepy feel to it tho

Dec 10, 2004

letz bust out sum quotes...

alrite juss finished watchin spiderman 2 w/ my bro...so herez a good quote from da movie

" Too few characters out there, flying around like that, saving old girls like me. And Lord knows, kids like Henry need a hero. Courageous, self-sacrificing people. Setting examples for all of us. Everybody loves a hero. People line up for them, cheer them, scream their names. And years later, they'll tell how they stood in the rain for hours just to get a glimpse of the one who taught them how to hold on a second longer. I believe there's a hero in all of us, that keeps us honest, gives us strength, makes us noble, and finally allows us to die with pride, even though sometimes we have to be steady, and give up the thing we want the most. Even our dreams…" ~ May Parker

dis song is from one of the new cds i got .. itz so good..dis is juss one of the many songs i like on the cd..

All I Want - Micheal W. Smith

All I have in this world
Is fire from above
All I have in this world is You
All the journeys I have walked
I know You've walked them too
All I want is to be faithful
All I want is You

All I have is a love
That set my world on fire
Let it fall, let it burn in me
Oh to be a friend of God
Is all that I desire
All I want is to be faithful
All I want is You

All I have in this world
Is fire from above
All I have in this world is You
All the journeys I have walked
I know You've walked them too
All I want is to be faithful
All I want is You
All I want is You

wut a boring friday...

well i basically stayed home all day n studied..haha datz it ! datz my whole day o how i hate exam time..itz so BORING !!!

well yesterday me n da rest of the UofT ppl decided to take a day off after our crazee last couple of days at skool...went to c Blade Trinity..it wuz a typical Blade movie..nuttin too exciting bout it..da good part wuz dat it was FREE ! afterwardz went to james' place to play sum vid. games...didnt get to play much tho..cuz had to go pick up my mom from work..n dat was basically it...for yesterday..

guess i'll go bak to studyin..but juss gotta say HAPPY BIRTHDAY ROSE !!! tho u'll prob never read dis since u prob dont even come to dis page hahaha n e case..STOP STUDYIN ON UR BDAY n go out n have fun..so wut if u got an exam tomolo hahaha

Dec 8, 2004

i survived...=oD

alrite i survived dis week..well not even dis week..3 days..including today...which consisted of csc336 final assignment..csc363 final assignment n csc343 exam ...woah im so glad i survived tho im dead tired rite now..

sumthin i noticed today...u kno it is the last day of the term when..

  • every single CS computer lab is packed with ppl
  • 8 of us had to share like 4 computers
  • at least one printer is broken/ran out of paper or toner (to be exact two werent workin)
  • everyone has at least one assignment due
  • everyone looks like dey have not slept for the past couple of days from either: i) spending all of last nite debugging their programs, or ii) spending all of last nite figuring out what they were supposed to for the assignment (sadly my frenz n i fall into the latter group)

on a side note: finally got my new cds today...switchfoot n micheal w. smith...thnx caroline..much appreciated

Dec 4, 2004

juss remember this old song..

alrite..im sittin here doin my assignment...though i rather b watchin my sat. morning cartoons..n e who..yah juss remmeber this old song dat i havent listen to for a long time...

Boys II Men - Stand

I'll stand even when life has got me down
And my hopes and dreams are no where to be found
Still I stand cause I know
I'm too close to give up now
I put it all in your hands and just stand
(yeah, yeah, yeah, yeah)

Stand, even when nights seem cold, and
Stand, when you can't feel your soul, and
Stand, when your dark past won't seem to go away, help me say, you can
Stand, God is right by your side, and
He will make everything all right so, if you can (lift your hands) let's plan and just stand

If I cry, it's all right, cause it may be just what I need
Cause everybody hurts sometimes, and every heart needs relief
Still I know where to go, to the one who understands
So no matter what tomorrow may bring, still I stand

Stand, even when nights seem cold, and
Stand, when you can't feel your soul, and
Stand, when your dark past won't seem to go away, help me say, you can
Stand, God is right by your side, and
He will make everything all right so, if you can (lift your hands) let's plan and just stand

Everybody help me say...
Even if you fall still know that you can just stand, you can just stand...
If you can, lift your hands, let's plan, if you just stand

If you
Stand, even when nights seem cold, and
Stand, when you can't feel your soul, and
Stand, when your dark past won't seem to go away, help me say, you can
Stand, God is right by your side, andHe will make everything all right so, if you can (lift your hands) let's plan and just stand

If you stand...
Help me...
Lord, I know...

If you can, let's plan, stand

Dec 3, 2004

Kitty once again shows us how dumb we r

alrite i would juss like to say dat Kitty once again today put us into our place today...dis is a direct quote from Kitty's xanga "今日都要test, 咪就係363! 唉! 唔哂講都知我炒o左啦!" to those dat cant read chinese it says.. "today had another test, for 363, u don't have to ask n you'll prob know that i failed"..she said she prob failed the test...so today we got our test bak..n wut did Kitty get ? the highest mark out of the whole group...n if i remmeber correctly..i tink da highest mark she got all yr for dat course...in my opinion..she "chinese failed" the test hahaha

Dec 2, 2004

last week of semester..NOOOOOOOOO !!!!

alrite i officially HATE last weeks of semester..itz CRAZEEEEEEEEEE all da profs juss like decides to make stuff due on the last fews day..n itz pure hardcore doin work...like rite now...still got 3 assignments to hand in n a test..den i can START to study for final exams...

n u kno wutz sad ? i hate to admit it but winnie is rite..im a nerd..worst yet im a computer NERD
n i kno im a nerd..when i understand my TAs stupid corny jokes about Turing Machines goin to bars n cant decide wut to drink...and i make up stupid theories like how function dependencies is related to friendster..man n if u understood the stuff i juss said bout TMs n FDs..guess wut ? ur a NERD like me hahaha

alrite im done rantin bout skool

P.S. winnie KOOL ppl walk to dinner on the 23rd LOL
P.P.S. no matter how big of a nerd i am..amanda is still a bigger nerd hahaha

Nov 30, 2004

woah look at dem sing

man look at jason n allen from kitty's bday on sat..look at their passion when dey sing haha..still amazes me how many songs jason has memorize hahaha..
jason

allen

Nov 25, 2004

Philipians 3:13-14

Shattered chains lying on the floor
Those that had binded me once before
No longer can they hinder me, as I run after You
Broken by the hands that were nailed upon the cross

Nov 19, 2004

had fun tonite..

well even tho dere was no ccf tonite..a small group of us still met up n had dinner tonite at kowloon...well when i say small group...like around 6 ppl..compare to the usual masses dat trek to kowloon on friday's ..but yah had a blast...juss laffed a lot bout a lot of stuff..disrupting other ccf ppl havin a meetin at the time hahaha but itz all good man...we should really do dis more often...like the smaller scale better =o)
well sum highlights from tonite (haha i actually remember caroline):
  • Elaine, our wonderful waitress, burning caroline..totally didnt expect dat
  • Darren n his story bout a baby cougar in da outhouse
  • Darren asking if caroline juss came bak from the washroom n sniffs while asking
  • makin fun of gloria how she needs to majorly catch up on movies
  • not from dinner, Diana being super hyper tonite
alrite my bad memory is kikin datz all i remember...if n e one remember...do comment ..n i'll add it in hahaha

Nov 18, 2004

stole dis from tracy's blog

We, the recipients of God's grace, are like commoners who have been touched by the king. We aren't good enough to be chosen, but we have been given a chance. We are living a life we don't deserve and didn't earn--all on the basis of God's amazing grace.

Nov 14, 2004

amanda cracks me up...

o how i miss the good ol' high skool days when i can juss make fun of amanda....n juss joke around w/ her hahaha..but even tho she is all da way at waterloo...she never stops to make me laff..especially w/ all her stories bout food...hahahaha everytime she tells me a person tink she's weird cuz she eats a lot...it cracks me up hahahaha n trust me she EATS a lot hahaha but im not sayin she's fat or n e thing...she juss EATS a lot..n stores it nowhere...hahaha o amanda..cant wait till christmas time

Nov 11, 2004

wut ive been messin w/ lately

well monday saw ricky's desktop which wuz pretty wicked...so dat nite.. i started messin around w/ my desktop too n here it is

Nov 2, 2004

pretty heavy stuff...

saw dis on ray's blog..watch it..itz sum pretty crazee stuff
http://www.worldonfire.ca/

Oct 31, 2004

stress-free weekend

had a skoolwork free weekend..n it was AMAZING..hahaha..juss had a lot of time for me to relax..n juss chill..n not have skool on da bak of my mind in everything i do n tonite was a really good end to it all

had a blast at church today...especially at our carnival thingy...juss great to c so many kids come to church instead of goin out to trick-or-treatin...n seein all of dem havin fun ..n all their parents laffin n enjoyin demselves also...i juss hope dat do remember the message for the nite ..which was the reasons y dey shouldnt go out to trick-or-treat n y Halloween is bad...also wut wuz great wuz..juss seein all da ppl comin out to serve...n gatherin to work towards a common goal ..had a great time workin w/ dese ppl..lookin forward to workin w/ dem once again

tonite n today in general was sumthin dat i really needed...a tru reminder of y i do the things i do in my life...juss findin dat passion once again..thank You

Oct 28, 2004

roller coaster ride..wheeeeeee

brought to the highest highs..den dropped to the lowest of lows..but i will keep on going, i wont give up

"Brothers, I do not consider myself yet to have taken hold of it. But one thing I do: Forgetting what is behind and straining toward what is ahead, I press on toward the goal to win the prize for which God has called me heavenward in Christ Jesus. " ~ Philippians 3:13-14

Oct 23, 2004

haha sumone called 911 on us haha

itz been awhile since i last posted..but sumthin really kool n exciting finally happened dat is worth mentioning hahaha

man derez a first time for everything..n tonite wuz the first time sumone called 911 on us b4..so tomolo for sjab we have our competition..n we were at Milner training for tomolo..n doin a first aid scenario outside...so we were sending teams one at a time to practice...while me n woo sir were chattin..all we c is like fire trucks coming..n police cars..n were tinkin "WA! wut happen ? is dere a fire ? n we were lookin around" den all we c is more lights coming our way...total 6 fire trucks, 2 police cars n a EMS supervisor came...hahaha one of da fire trucks came by n asked wut we were doing..n we explained how we were practicing for a competition n dey were like OK n all left..hahahaha apparently sumone livin in da houses near where we were practicing..thought sum emergency occur n called 911 hahaha so jokez glad we didnt get yelled at or n e thing tho hahaha

Oct 15, 2004

been a long week..

well it has been a long week full of everything from skool - st.john stuff..n im glad itz over...i am physically drained at the moment n glad i can just rest tonite..but the yseterday n today has been pretty amazing n God has really open my ears to really listen to dese people talk n juss hearin the amount of passion datz in their voice when dey talk bout Him..truly amazing..n i thank God for lettin me b apart of dat...for letting me b dere to experience dat

one quote from tonite: "no matter how big our problems may be, our God is bigger" knoin dat...i feel reassure n i c hope

Oct 10, 2004

wish i had a video camera

well dis morning at around 7am had to drive myself sumwhere..n the sun was still rising...it was truly amazing...watchin the sun come up while driving...the sky all orangey n red...pretty wicked stuff..it has been a long time since ive seen a sunrise..especially in the city too...n u kno wut was kooler dan the sunrise ? watchin the clouds move across the sky like water flowing in a river...all the clouds were orange in colour n it was like it flowed across the sky...niceeeeeeeee stuff ! a tru reminder of God's presence around us

Oct 5, 2004

amanda is a NERD !!!!

alrite so today wuz one longgggggggggg day...spent juss hours in the computer lab...had two assignments due today..one at 2:30 n one at 6:00 ...letz juss say im pretty mad at myself for starting the new skool yr dis way...sigh...didnt even eat at all today too...only had like a bag of chips the whole day...well basically i spent like 6 hours in da lab..man im such a nerd..den again amanda will alwayz b the BIGGER nerd hahahaha she is a crazee person dat spends like 10 hours in the library in ONE day !!!! datz MADNESS ! only sumone like amanda can pull dat off hahahaha

Oct 3, 2004

it wuz FREEZING

alrite..so i came bak from camp today..man it was FREEZING...i was totally packed for rainy weather..but totally didnt expect the crazee coldness at nite..man i barely slept last nite at all cuz i was freezing..n i was wearing all the clothes i brought too...sigh..n when i did fall asleep n dreaming sumone's alarm went off..earlier dan when it was suppose to argh ! in da end caught like bout 1 or 2 of sleep mayb..

but one thing i really learn from da one nite of camp was...how much we rely on our sense of sight...so everytime when we go up to camp...woo sir makes up dese crazee scenarios for the ppl to do..n dis time...we were in a swimming pool changeroom...turn out all da lites..n da ppl had to go in find the casualties n treat dem all in da dark...man crazee stuff..so many ppl were juss clueless ..n juss kept on sayin "i cant c ! i cant help u" sigh if i was really hurt on the ground...it wouldnt feel too good hearin those words...wutz great bout dese scenarios..is dat we get to c how ppl r really like..wut dey r capabilities are..n also it gives dem a reality check dat first aid is a serious thing..if sumone does get hurt..dey r expected to help dem...i juss really hope dat those ppl dat did da scnario realize...how much work dey need on their first aid..

Sep 28, 2004

crawllin bak onto track

ooooooo juss kinda bored rite now workin on an assignment...man Oct. is gonna b one long month got 6 assignments due, 2 tests and 2 midterms and i am only takin 4 courses ! n on top of dat..got to work every sat, OBA challenge is coming up n JICC's Halloween event is comin up...like i said..one LONG month ahead...

im slowly crawllin bak in more dan one area of my life...

Sep 23, 2004

juss found dis...

well i went on my icq..n i found dis in my info...n i dont remember where i found it...
"God may seem distant and far but there is no one closer who could hear. Have faith that in all things there`s a cause and a reason for even if this life is just winter the next is an eternal spring season. "

Sep 18, 2004

only remember one thing..

had training today for work...itz basically alwyz the same ol' thing over n over again..but today dis guy wuz really funee..n i only remember wut he said from the whole day..."if u c a gang of ppl beatin sumone up dont b a hero call the biggest gang in toronto for help...the toronto police !" HAHAHA so funee =oD

almost forgot on the way bak home..i was in the car n saw one of the kids dat i used to teach arts n craft n she was also a camper during the summer..n she saw me n wave..dat made my day..good to kno dat dey still remember me

Sep 17, 2004

Beautiful One I Love You...

well had ccf orientation dinner today..not bad quite a lot of fun...got to c a lot of ppl again..talk to a lot of newcomers..all cuz i wuz da one handing out chopsticks..hahaha well hope da newcomers had a great time n felt welcome..also pray dat God does really move our fellowship dis yr into doin GREAT n AMAZING things for Him on campus..n truly make UofT His...cant wait !

Sep 16, 2004

spent 4 hours of walkin around dt today...

alrite today had skool from 10 am - 9pm...which consisted of 5 hours of lecture n a WHOPPING 6 HOURS of breaktime..hahaha so in da afternoon during our 4 hour break..we went walkin around dt...walked around queen st...den headed to eaton centre walked n ate dere..den walked all da way bak to UofT juss in time for class...let's juss say we were all like dead tired..Kitty said she'll never to this w/ us again..hahaha also so jokez makin fun of Kitty..since she wuz da only gurl n dere were like 5 guys..tellin her how now she knoz wut it feels like when guys have to go shoppin w/ gurls..n how she should cherish this moment since she'll never go shoppin w/ dis many guys ever again...hahaha o well it wuz fun ! too bad never gonna happen again since massive workload is about to start..

so had my database class today..which wuz amazingly BORING...only remember one thing dat she said "you guys are in university not in a college so we will be teaching you a lot of theoretical stuff that you need to kno but probably never use again in ur life" HAHAHA itz so tru well i juss hope now w/ dis course packing itz share of workload in..i am able to handle it all w/ all the other things i am doing...

Sep 14, 2004

skool has been alrite...

alrite i finally had class n all...n itz been alrite...im kinda worried bout one of the courses already..itz called "Operating Systems" this course sounds hard..n juss the fact that the prof told us itz hard...scares me..i tink im gonna have a long semester ahead of me...

also im planning to apply for PEY but the thing is i have to drop a course or else i'll have too many credits for it by the end of the yr..n dis totally changes my planning from b4..but o well...whoz say i would get into PEY n e wayz hahahaha...

today spent the day at the SAC carnival...helping out at the utccf booth..pretty kool..got to talk to a lot of ppl..n plus c sum ppl who i havent seen since skool last yr..great seein dem all again..haha i luv da responses from ppl tho like "im not chinese y r u givin me dis" haha

n at last at nite went to a meeting for JICC it nice n short..juss da way i like meetings n the October event from the looks of it now..itz gonna b an WICKED...as long as we are able to get the help we need from the youths in the church...juss really want to thank God for the oppurtunity to do dis...

Sep 11, 2004

still no classes...

so two whole days of skool have gone by n still no classes for me..which is really gettin on my nerves since i go all da way dt for dem yet i dont got classes..argh ! i calculated i wasted bout $15 the past two days on transportation..argh ! i want classes..cant believe i juss said dat..

on a better note...ccf bbq was tonite...it wuz alrite...good to c a lot of ppl again good to kno everyone had a blast during the summer...n it wuz great meetin the newcomers..n dere were a lot of dem...dont even kno if dey were all frosh or juss ppl dat never came to ccf n e more...well den again it doesnt matter o well..itz gonna b one heck of a yr for ccf...n o yah..dont stress too much caroline...u did a great job organizing the bbq n im sure OD will b juss as good...

Sep 8, 2004

3rd yr begins tomolo...

cant believe itz 3rd yr already...n like the past two years im sure dis skool is gonna go by in a blink of an eye..n lately ive been hearin dis question a lot lately "r u ready for the skool yr ?"..n my answer is ...i really dont know..well i kno im ready for my first day of skool atleast only one hour of class n datz it..gonna spend more time commutin dan in class...bak on topic..i dont kno wut to look foward to dis yr..im practically takin all computer courses dis yr..which is a first..n i tink itz gonna b quite tuff too...juss da workload n all...n dis yr i really gotta b a NERD ! n surely i need God's help to get thru dis yr..cuz surely w/o Him i wouldnt have gotten dis far (esp. gettin thru last yr)...all in all juss two more yrs of university left..can't wait to c wut God has in store for me =oD

Sep 6, 2004

canoing is fun..=oD

well today wuz quite fun...even tho Milton is such a small place but still kool...first funee dat happen wuz jimmy had to go the washroom while we were still goin dere...n he had to go pee behind an abandon gas station..HAHAHA lesson: pee b4 u go on a long car ride...

afterwards we went on a hike when we got to Rockwood Conservation Area in Acton..wicked scenery dere..i suggest everyone to go dere...n got to canoe YAHHHH..man havent canoe in so long...i wuz reluctant to go at first...since i didnt bring n e clothes to change n i didnt want to flip over...dere wuz sum wicked scenery..took lots of pix..gonna put sum up here...surely God's beauty is revealed in His creaton...

Sep 5, 2004

so itz kinda weird...

alrite i gotta admit itz kinda weird w/ my bro living at home again...i dont kno..juss da fact that dat he hasnt really lived here for like the past 4 years n now he is here again...gotta get used to it again...one good thing about it is dat..he brought home all da vcds/games he has collected over the yrs in windsor..muahahaha time for more couch potatoin too bad not much of summer is left..

things juss get more embarassing each time...

alrite so bout yesterday...a bunch of us st.john ppl went out for the day to bid farewell to all those new froshes dat r goin off to university out of town..basically only janet, jessie n andy...so at janet's house wuz alrite..watched 1.5 movies..i got dere at the end of a scary movie...man all i kno is jessie screams about EVERYTHING..even when we were watchin a happy romantic movie..she wuz still screamin...i could c her driving now ahhhhhhhhhhhhhh !!!!!!! hahahaha

so at nite..went to Alice Fazoolie (prob spelt dat wrong)..learn an interesting n scary fact bout andy...juss da fact how he has a bad digestion system n how he throws up a lot after eatin...scary cuz i was sittin rite infront of him...but da embarassin part bout dis day...so like most big group of ppl dat go out for dinner we had probs w/ da bill..at first we were missing $30..den ppl started to payin more for their stuff...n dey started to get up..so us oldies (me,wanz n benedict) saw everyone get up so we got up...we walk out the door..den after bout 5 mins...ken comes up to me n goes..ummm tim i tink we calculated wrong n we didnt pay enuff..i wuz like WUT ? so in the end...sent janet n felix bak to take care of it...apparently da ppl ran out the door to look for us..n thought we ran the bill..we were missing $13...totally didnt expect dat to happen...good thing dey werent pissed off n all or else lotz of probs...afterwardz went to demetres to spend more money...man never havin dat thing i order again...WAY TOO MUCH chocolate..

all in all..great day..good to c everyone..so many of us..n good to c rose n she is gone bak to loo too...best of luck for janet, jessie n andy at ur skools...take care guys..

(side note: sorry poons for bein able to make it today to help u guyz w/ ur flooring)

Sep 2, 2004

amanda is gonna b FAT ! hahaha

well amanda is gettin all four of her wisdom teeth taken out l8r today hahaha man itz gonna b funee seein amanda fat..y ? cuz amanda never gets fat..n she eats like crazee hahaha well all i kno is..even tho it MAY hurt a bit..she'll have fun eatin all da ice cream n dessert she wants hahaha

Aug 29, 2004

Bell commercials r rite...

the Olympics juss ended today...n the Bell commercials were rite..for 17 days in August this yr..the whole world was all connected...hmmm..now y cant the world stay connected all the days in between the Olympics ?

till the day when im actually dere...

I Can Only Imagine by MercyMe

I can only imagine what it will be like, when I walk by Your side...
I can only imagine, what my eyes will see, when Your Face is before me!
I can only imagine. I can only imagine.

Surrounded by Your Glory, what will my heart feel?
Will I dance for you, Jesus? Or in awe of You, be still?
Will I stand in Your presence, or to my knees will I fall?
Will I sing 'Hallelujah!'? Will I be able to speak at all?
I can only imagine! I can only imagine!

I can only imagine, when that day comes, when I find myself standing in the Son!
I can only imagine, when all I will do, is forever, forever worship You!
I can only imagine! I can only imagine!

Surrounded by Your Glory, what will my heart feel?

Will I dance for you, Jesus? Or in awe of You, be still?
Will I stand in Your presence, or to my knees will I fall?
Will I sing 'Hallelujah!'? Will I be able to speak at all?
I can only imagine! Yeah! I can only imagine!

Surrounded by Your Glory, what will my heart feel?

Will I dance for you, Jesus? Or in awe of You, be still?
Will I stand in Your presence, or to my knees will I fall?
Will I sing 'Hallelujah!'? Will I be able to speak at all?
I can only imagine! Yeah! I can only imagine!

I can only imagine! Yeah! I can only imagine!! Only imagine!!!
I can only imagine.

I can only imagine, when all I do is forever, forever worship You!
I can only imagine.

Aug 28, 2004

legs were aching like crazee...

alrite yesterday..basically spent the day at Mon Sheong Long Term Care Centre in Richmond Hill...for our division worked w/ the ppl at Mon Sheong...n did a fashion show for the seniors..w/ clothes like wedding gowns...evening wear...kay po...uniforms n stuff like dat...it wuz the second time we did dis..n it wuz a lot of fun...da seniors were happy..dey were clapping n smiling...which were wicked since datz da whole point we did fashion show..it wuz for the seniors n im glad dey enjoyed it...hahaha *sniff* Mandy is finally all grown up n got married *sniff* hahaha =oD

after fashion show..n had a bbq at da poons' place..hahaha..cant believe we were able to pull dat off..once we decided to do it...bought all the meat n juss went to poons' place..hahaha still remmeber wut jamila said "LOOK ! The moon is so bright." da rest of us " umm...that's a window from the apartment building" hahaha so funee...good times w/ st.john ppl all the time

alrite enuff of dat...still pondering bout the whole helping out at JICC..kinda just want to continue to serve at church...n a chance to serve at the chinese side too...hmmm tomolo gotta make my decision..hmm wut to do ?


Aug 25, 2004

just waiting...

so wut am i doin rite now ? well basically sittin on my butt waitin for my cousin to get here...her plane she of arrived already..n rite now juss waitin for her to get to here...den we go out for dinner...so yah..im juss waitin...dum dee dum dee dum

o yah..went to Taste of Japan again today...mmmmmm Avocado Mango Roll...so good...sue n her good recommendations...it wuz great chillin time...did our gift exchange..thnx lisa for the shrek 2 cd n da shirt n da corny pen w/ my name on it hahahaha...only bad note bout lunch..wuz da wattress coming by like every few minutes asking us if we r done payin or not...couldnt she tell dat sumone wuz not dere..n we had to wait for her to come bak to pay....psh...i so wanted to take bak tips...argh..n e who..who knoz when i'll c jenny, amanda, christine n eliz again...it has been a wicked summer w/ u guyz...=oP

Aug 22, 2004

so itz over...

well work is over now..8 weeks gone by quite fast...like blink of an eye
n i can totally say...i dont remember much from wut happen in da
first week..tim n his crappy memory again..o well...all in all..itz been
great workin w/ jenny, lisa n k n da volunteers ricky, christine n
andrea...w/o u guyz work prob would of been extremely dull...

well yesterday wuz FX (frosh connexion for those dat dont kno) basically
it wuz juss a time for da froshes in toronto..to meet reps from da ccfs at
most of da different universities...it wuz pretty jokes...da large group
games hahaha cow tipping n also who can forget da chocolate pudding..
hahaha froshes r such great sports..hope to c dem around more once da
skool yr starts..

Aug 16, 2004

surprise ray !

hahaha hope u were surprise ray ! i bet u felt pretty good bout
urself when u thought u had us all figured out when we messed up
w/ da emails n all...haha o well we got u good w/ da whipped cream
im so glad my bday is during the exam season now..den again
knowin u i dont tink datz gonna stop u hahaha n e who hope u had
a good day yesterday...great seein sum of u ccfers again...=oD

Aug 13, 2004

feelin dis song at the moment

wicked song..read da lyrics..cuz i kno it spoke to me

If We Are The Body
~ Casting Crowns

It's crowded in worship today
As she slips in trying to fade into the faces
The girls teasing laughter is carrying farther than they know
Farther than they know

Chorus:
But if we are the body
Why aren't His arms reaching?
Why aren't His hands healing?
Why aren't His words teaching?
And if we are the body
Why aren't His feet going?
Why is His love not showing them there is a way?
There is a way

A traveler is far away from home
He sheds his coat and quietly sinks into the back row
The weight of their judgmental glances
Tells him that his chances are better out on the road

Jesus paid much too high a price
For us to pick and choose who should come
And we are the body of Christ

Jesus is the way

Aug 11, 2004

yahh..tim is goin to the zoo

quite happy of the fact dat im goin to the zoo 2molo..yahhhh
havent been dere in a longgggggggggg time i juss hope itz gonna
b fun...n da kids wont cause too much trouble..so we can all
have a good time...man cant wait to c da polar bears...rhinos..
um..gorrillas...hmm wut else ? oh how can i forget da elephants..
hahaha did u kno when elephants pee..itz like a hose...itz CRAZEE !!!

so wut have i been up to ? well da inspection is over...after so many
hours of practice n preparation itz all over..i think it wuz really
good ...da junior first aid demo wuz well done...but too bad so little
parents showed up for da inspection..o well ...next yr itz gonna b
BIG ! since itz our 10 yr. anniversary...

alrite i should get sum rest..since i need to get to work early 2molo...

Aug 4, 2004

so letz recap on camp

alrite...itz been a few days from camp..honestly im startin to
forget wut happen at camp...so letz juss list the major events
at camp dat i remember...

-pouring rain basically all of friday night (first night at camp)
till bout saturday afternoon so no one slept

-caught a raccoon w/ a metal rescue basket n a whole chicken
as bait..but it dug a hole n got away n left w/ da chicken grrrrr

-cook two whole chickens da old fashion way as in stickin a piece
of log thru it n rotating it above a giant campfire...

-waking ppl up in da middle of the nite..to play nightline n also
pretending we lost 2 campers n had dem to search n rescue
n do first aid on dem...no one knew if it was real or fake..

-eating out of the same bowl w/ like 10 other ppl...

overall camp wuz GREATTTTTT !!!! had a blast w/ da ppl dere
made new frenz n strengthen old friendships... =oP cant wait for
camp again..which i hope itz realllll sooooooooooooon...

Jul 29, 2004

im outta here !

yahhhh finally leavin the city..goin on a 4 day 3 night camping trip
starting 2molo gonna jet rite after work is over...cant wait =oP itz
been quite a long month so juss thankful for this time of relaxation,
rejuvenation n bonding..pray that God will watch over us these couple
of days n keep us all safe..

sadly 2molo is also da last day for this week of work..dat means
sum kids r gonna b gone n i wont get to c dem again until who knoz
when..man im gonna miss Justin aka "mini-me" he is such a kool
funee kid..i luv da way he talks it sounds sooooooo funee n cant forget
da fact dat he totally looks like me when i wuz young..shown him a
pic of me when i wuz young..n he thought it was himself n now datz
jokes hahaha well hope i get to c him when i work throughout the yr
at the community centre =oP

Jul 28, 2004

IM BAK !!!!

muahahhahaha guess who's bak online ? muahhahahaha yes datz rite
MEEEEEEEE !!!!! well after 3 weeks of no-internet TIM IS FINALLY
BAK !!!!! yah so tim finally got everything fixed n im bak...well da past
3 weeks has been interesting...juss realizing how much time i spend on
da net..n w/o it da last week i wuz able to get quite a bit of stuff done
like readin..yes tim picked up a book when he didnt have to..surprise ?

letz c wut else is new w/ me...we r at week 5 of work..dat means only 3
more weeks left...time has flown by quite fast..n it has been an amazin
time..playin w/ da kids...workin w/ K, Lisa n Jenny..volunteers r great..
yup cant complain much bout dat...

o yah..started helpin out w/ sunday skool now too at much church..n
dat is a totally new experience for me...juss thankful for the oppurtunity
dat God gave me to do dis..i gotta admit at first i was scared..but it has
gotten better...juss pray dat God would use me to reach out to da class.
n help dem in their journey in seekin Him...n surely ive learned quite a
bit from da class as well...

Jul 10, 2004

stupid wireless is still not working...

argh ! wireless still not working..n itz gettin me fustrated
den again...now dat i have SO MUCH time n my hands..since i dont
go online..i should b spending it do other things..like readin..
hmm dat sounds like a good idea..

alrite..last nite wuz alva's bday dinner...man she must b little
ms.popular..so many ppl show up for her bday...dinner wuz good..
it wuz GREAT to c everyone..well almost everyone atleast...juss
lotz of fun jokin around w/ dem n all..after dinner went to metro
where basically every chinese person seem to b at last nite..saw
even more ppl..last nite wuz juss a blast =oD

Jul 7, 2004

gonna disappear

well juss to let ppl kno..well da few ppl dat actually
reads my blog..dat i'll b disappearing from the world
wide web yah..got a new wireless router...havent really
gotten it to work properly yet..gettin me fustrated..n da
fact dat when i get home from work..im half awake too..
doesnt help much...so until i get it workin..i tink i'll
b completely offline hahaha..so contact by fone only plz..
=oP until den..talk to u all l8r

Jul 6, 2004

roasted n burnt...

yes i am alive..n i have survive my very short weekend camping trip
well i thought camp wuz alrite..juss like i said b4 good to get out of
the city..n da kids enjoyed it a lot..so im all smiles cuz of dat
well rite now im basically roasted n burnt...in like 2 days time..i
basically turn charcoal..n got sunburn on my face n back..so i tink
i had enuff of the sun for the whole summer...=oP tho didnt really do
much at camp..one thing i wuz happy bout wut wuz goin swimming at da
beach. been so long since ive done dat..da beach wuz wicked..n also
campfire wuz fun w/ such a big group of kids...n juss everyone from all
over Ontario singing songs [campfire songs r basically da only songs
tim doesnt mind singing] together..quite enjoyable..all in all..camp
wuz GREAT !!!!cant wait till end of the month where i go camping again..
yahhhhhhhhhhhh

side note: u kno who u r..hope u do figure things out n dont b so fan n e
more sorry for laffin when i wasnt suppose to

Jul 3, 2004

goodbye toronto

FINALLY...i get to leave this city..even itz only for a short time
2 days n 1 night to b exact..itz GREAT to leave this place...camping
itz juss so relaxing...so IM GONE !!! OUTTA HERE !!!! letz hope i
have sum good memories to tell when i get bak.. =o)

Jul 2, 2004

Happy Birthday Canada !!!!

alrite today..well yesterday wuz Canada Day i believe its
137th anniversary...hahah Canada aint dat old...pretty young
country..n e who...well dis morning went to Sibbald Point w/
my family n da usual family frenz..it wuz a blast..lotz of food
great games w/ da kids n all...even tho it kinda poured on us
when we got dere..but da sun came out l8r n shine like crazee

at nite..i had to work at Milliken Park..cuz dey were shootin
fireworks dere...n dat got hectic...first 4 ppl got arrested for
possession of weapons n stuff..n da police helicopter came by..n
while the fireworks were goin off...cuz of the strong wind...
da ashes were fallin into the crowd...n we had to get everyone to
move bak while we stay in da danger zone...lotz of ashes were comin
down..n dey were still lit too...den after the fireworks datz where
the real work comes in..gettin ppl to go home..man dis is wut
got me annoyed..alrite i understand dat everyone wants to go home
n itz pretty dangerous out dere w/ all da gangsta kids out there..but
we had like 20 sumthin staff..n when a child went missing..only 4
of us went bak to help look for her...datz stupid ! when everyone
signed up to work today..we all knew wut we were gettin ourselves
into...itz like com'on..ppl need to start tinkin bout demselves less
n tink more bout other ppl...we were also suppose to clear as much
ppl out as possible..most of the ppl juss kinda ran bak to community
centre so dey can go home..our boss..she is like 50 sumthin..she wuz
rite in da middle of groups of youths..n yellin at dem tellin to leave
while most ppl juss wanted to go home...man itz stupid how everyone juss
tries to hurry home..while she is out dere doin dat..man irresponsible ppl
alrite im done ranting..gotta sleep work at 8am 2molo ...

Jun 27, 2004

Revelation 3:20

From the thunderous clap of waves
To the gentle breeze against our skin
From the calmness of the undisturbed lake
To the sirens echoing throughout the night
From the deafening roar of thunder
To the soft whispers in your ear
From the peacefulness of a gentle snowfall
To the winds howling in the hurricane
From the soothing melody of a sweet, sweet song
To the silent readings of His word
When He speaks, are you listening?

Psalm 118:24

congratz to Auntie Cat for gettin baptized today...

at last...

at last my parents r coming bak tonite..
at last i can have a decent meal w/ REAL food..

Jun 26, 2004

at last itz over

alrite..yesterday marks the end of training for work..yahhhhhh
but it wuz a lot of fun yesterday...site visit wasnt too bad
got a bit done..den at cedarbrook played a whole bunch of games
had a kool team...tho we didnt win..had a blast playin w/ dem
n all..so work starts on monday..n my exam is on monday hahaha
worst coincidence ever ! but o well...letz hope itz gonna b a
wicked 8 weeks of camp

alrite today our division had our intramural sports day...had a
wicked time...n i hope all da members did as well..da ppl dat plan
it did an awesome job !

Jun 23, 2004

destined to b enemies...

let's juss say...
Essays of any kind are my sworned enemy for the rest of my life

Jun 22, 2004

cant believe i slept in...

first time for everything..woke up at 9am today...well to most
ppl datz early..well u c i wuz suppose to b at training for work
at 8:30am..hahaha need i say more ?

well training wuz alrite..sum sessions boring as usual...but i
gotta admit the High Five one wuz pretty good...so from about
8 hours of training today..dis is one of the only things i
remember "All Work and No Play, Makes Parents Not Want To Pay"
hahahaha so jokez

Jun 21, 2004

one hectic week ahead...

well my parents left yesterday morning for Cancun, Mexico..hope
dey have a blast...well for most ppl dey would b happy dat dey
r home alone n all ..but me not really..since itz gonna b one
hectic week dis week...juss no time to worry bout cookin my meals
n all dat stuff...i got 3 days of training to go to for work...
got to write a final exam on wed...gotta do st.john stuff..n got
another final exam on monday..yahhhhhhh tim is gonna have a good
week... =oP

well last nite..went out n had dessert..i gotta say itz gotta b
da worst dessert place ive been to...for sure NEVER EVER gonna go
bak dere again...

Jun 19, 2004

kool pic...

dis is one kool pic...saw it on jenny's blog...i juss like
the pic w/ the city n all the pretty lights haha it reminds me of Christmas in HK

so sup tim ?

so sup w/ me lately...things have been pretty much the same...
once again not much goes in my life..skool has been alrite..
i tink i wrote the most horrible inclass essay ever on thurs
i wrote like gr.4 student..o well..letz hope the prof
understands da major time constraint he put on us...datz itz
hard to write sumthing amazing n elegant..

well 2nite wuz a lot of fun..had iron chef competition for
fellowship today...da ingredients were potatos n pineapple
haha Bernard n his amazing idea made us winners...we made
hash browns...in da hash browns were beef n onion..n we had
this fruity sauce for it..w/ honey,pineapple,nectarine,apple
surprise dat it all came out good...hahaha cant forget
our side dish dat gabe, monty n jimmy put together hahaha
it has a disclaimer on it hahaha...

after fellowship went to yum yah..w/ rose, k n ricky...sadly
tim forgot to bring money..so sorry..i'll pay u guyz bak..sigh
im so forgetful sumtimes..but had a blast..hahahaha still
wondering how does eric lead to skirts ? o_O hahaha

Jun 15, 2004

found an old pic

went to my aa page..which i havent for quite sum time now..
well basically since i started dis blog..n found dis pic still on
da page...tho itz old...i still like it..n it deals w/ da things
datz been goin on lately...

(note: i didnt take the picture i googled it)

Jun 14, 2004

yahhhh !!! =o)

yah..finally handed in my last assignment for GGR252...haha
i make it sound like we had like a billion assignments to do
for this class..where as in reality dere wuz only 2..hahaha
n e who..so happy dat assignments r over for dat class..tho
dey werent too difficult it wuz long tedious work...havent
written dat much in so long...o how i luv bein a comp sci
student....=o)

of course..a HAPPY BELATED BIRTHDAY TO LISA !!!! n guess wut ?
i actually got u a bday present...haha more stuff dat u can use
to show off to ppl...seein how uve been doin dat lately..well
dat one time atleast...

lastly..BIG thank you goes out to *baloop baloop* kelly...for
the awesome talk last nite..hahahaha dont tink ive ever seen
ppl laff as hard as u...n u eatin ur cd..hahahaha..cant forget
bout u flying away...hahhaha so jokez...

whop look at the time...off to my next class..watch me fall
asleep as usual...

Jun 12, 2004

juss feelin drain...

man juss feeling drain at the moment..havent been sleepin well
lately at all which is totally messing up my hwkin habits..
which is not good since i have an assignment due on monday..
nooooooooo...gotta b diligent in my studies...only bout a week
or two left..till summer skool is over...yahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh

well today wuz da last day of work for dis season of programs...
gonna miss those kids...had a blast today..juss goin crazee w/
dem...especially da soccer ones...hope to c dem again...dont kno
if im gonna go bak in sept to do dem...we'll c wut happens over
the summer...

Jun 10, 2004

came across these wicked verses

" This is how we know what love is: Jesus Christ laid down his life for us. And we ought to lay down our lives for our brothers. "
~ 1 John 3:16

" For I am the LORD , your God, who takes hold of your right hand and says to you, Do not fear; I will help you. "
~ Isaiah 41:13

n one of my fav. verses...
" The LORD will fight for you; you need only to be still. "
~ Exodus 14:14

Jun 8, 2004

let His word continue to light a path for your feet...

first time i saw u like dat tonite...n tho i may not show it..
it kills me to c u like dat n all i can do is pray is for u...

i kno im late but...

alrite im kno im a bit late..didnt get a chance to post last nite
but herez wut i got to say bout D-Day's 60th Anniversary...

yesterday...June 6th, 2004 marked the 60th Anniversary for D-Day..
where over 130,000 soldiers raided da beaches of Normandy, fighting
for the freedom that we often take for granted today...let us not
forget the lives that were lost that day...n during the whole war..
let us remember..n b thankful...

(side note: during WWII, members of St.John Ambulance from all over
the world worked along side Red Cross in medical and welfare work)

well that was 60 years ago...now let's talk about 2000 years ago..
a person named Jesus...died on the cross..n raised from the dead 3
days l8r..so that we can b free...free from sin..free from death
itself...let us remmeber...n let us b thankful daily..for the
everlasting gift dat God gave us that day


Jun 5, 2004

my leg is killin me

argh...such a long day today..only got bout 5 hours of sleep
last nite..but it wasnt even the best sleep ever too..woke up
in da middle of the nite...

well woke up at 6am...been a long time since ive done dat on sat..
yah had to go help set up for the garage sale..which wuz really good
so glad dat auntie n uncle came out to help us...jessie n i would
of died...if it wuz juss us 2...yah had to go to work too today..
went dere..when dat wuz done went bak to help clean up..basically
spent my whole day on my feet..hardly sat down at all n itz
hurting...argh

Jun 3, 2004

oooo

forgot sumthing..derez a full moon out...pretty kool stuff
havent seen one in awhile...

simply AMAZING

itz simply AMAZING..how God can hear ur cries for help and
pull u thru no matter how bad it may seem at first..thank You
for hearing my prayers..n gettin me thru dese past couple of
days..without You, there would be no way (yes i kno i stole dat
from United Way)

so everything went well today..handed in my assignment...test
wasnt as bad as i thought..other things r taken care of n cleared
up so itz all good..

one crazee thing happen today on da streetcar today...dese 2 guys
in their youths..were like swearing their heads off..F this..F that..
den ppl on da streetcar started arguing bak n stuff..den one of
those 2 guys..said sumthin racial bout chinks..den like more ppl started
shouting at those 2 guys...i was on the spadina streetcar..most of the
ppl on it...is either goin to UofT or goin to chinatown..so more F*** words
fly around everywhere...i was surprise da driver didnt do n e thing...
n how did dis HUGE disturbance start...the 2 guys didnt line up to board
the streetcar atthe subway station...funee how sumthing like dat..escalated
to this huge thing...

Jun 1, 2004

okok not lost but more scared

alrite im not lost i guess..but scared..juss gotta face the
repercussions of my actions..

God i kno no matter wut happens..u'll still b dere on by my side

dont kno wut to do...

im so lost rite now...so confused on wut i should do

May 31, 2004

crazee fog outside...

man derez sum crazee fog goin on outside rite now..
after st.john meeting came outside..n couldnt c n e
thing itz crazee..totally reminds me of silent hill
n while driving to jessie's house..ken n i saw dis
shadow..we were like "wut the?" den realize it wuz
some guy riding his bike...who rides dere bike in dis
weather ? craziness..

n e who...really tired rite now...but gonna do a bit of
work b4 i hit the sac...need to sleep early 2nite..so i
can stay up late 2molo to study...o well bak to work
now ...

May 30, 2004

screweddddddd....

well dat basically sums up wut im feelin rite now...before
i was sayin how i dont really feel like doin n e work cuz
i guess i dont feel the pressure of handing it in n stuff..
well now..i feel it..n im tink im gonna b screwedddddddd..
rite now juss tryin to finish my assignment as soon as possible
so i can study for my test for da other course im takin...
which im still not really sure wut im bein tested on...man juss
gotta really stay on the track w/ all dis work n all..

May 29, 2004

hahaha

well from my last blog till now..itz been like
wut ? 20 mins ? hahaha obviously i didnt put on much
of a fight bout changing the template..i blame dis
on caroline...if i didnt go to her page..i wouldnt
have known bout the new templates hahaha

must fight it...

booooo to blogger n dere new templates n comments n all dat stuff..
if only dey had all of dat when i got my thing...now im too scared
to change it..hahaha took me too much effort to make it da way i
want it..n yes i kno it looks like crap still hahaha still cant
decide if i should cahnge it or not ..nooooooooooooo

on a HAPPIER note..i saw shrek 2 for the second time today hahaha..
datz it..cant watch it again ..but it wuz still very good even tho
i kno wut happen hahaha

May 28, 2004

sumthin im feelin rite now ...

dis song kinda shows a mindset dat im feelin rite now..n also at
the same type..tryin to really achieve..to really put all my trust
in God..to do everything for His glory only...to have Him in every
part of my life...

Jesus, All For Jesus

VERSE 1:
Jesus, all for Jesus
All I am and have
And ever hope to be

Jesus, all for Jesus
All I am and have
And ever hope to be

VERSE 2:
All of my
Ambitions, hopes, and plans
I surrender these
Into your hands

All of my
Ambitions, hopes, and plans
I surrender these
Into your hands

CHORUS:
For it's only in
Your will that I am free
For it's only in
Your will that I am free

May 25, 2004

parents ditchin me once again...

yes my parents r ditching me once again...dey alwyz go on their little
trips w/o me n my bro...aw well..dey probably need their break away from
us...but sucks tho...dey go to all dese places dat i want to go..n also
sucks cuz havent gone a trip w/ da whole family in a long time...n e who
dey r goin to Cancun, Mexico hope dey hae a blast..too bad..i wont b
enjoyin my freedom much..since i have my final exams around dat time..

just realized sumthing...

alrite...juss kinda realized dis today..while i wuz doin my reading
for skool...yes im takin summer term if u didnt kno...so im reading
for dis course called Classical Mythology...which is basically studying
ancient Greek and Roman mythology...n today i wuz readin the different
creation stories...which is pretty interesting stuff..dey even had dis
little excerpt bout the Biblical creation story..and dey briefly talked
about the similarities b/w the Bible story n Mesopotamian and Hittite
creation stories...yah i havent gotten to the part where i realized
sumthin yet hahaha..im like babbling on...n e who bak on topic..
dis is wut i realized...from january till now..ive been studyin a lot
bout how dis universe was created...first..in astronomy..we spent
basically 80% of the course..talkin bout how the universe..and if the
Big Bang really happened or not...so been studyin the modern scientific
look at how the universe came about...n now im doin the whole classical
myth point of view..of how the universe came about...BUT despite all dat
i still truly believed dat God created the universe n all dat we c...da
whole scientific look at it..had way too many discrepancies to it...datz
y it is still called the Big Bang THEORY !!! n truly from astro class..
seein all da pix n vids n reading bout all da wicked stuff out in space..
it juss makes me mesmerize more of how beautiful God's creation is..

May 23, 2004

it's all about You

"Knowing you, Jesus, knowing you
There's no greater thing"

so tired...

alrite i really dont kno wutz wrong w/ me lately...ive juss been really
really REALLY tired..like i wake up n im still tired...wut wrong w/ me ?
itz really not good especially summer skool started..n i really need my
energy to go to class, do my readings n all dat stuff...ARGH ! must get it
fix ASAP !

so last nite..didnt do much...went to skool...got a haircut for the wicked
weather we're having..but noooooooo it had to b a thunderstorm today..letz
c o yes..went to fellowship at church...wicked Bible study on courage in
our lives.

alrite today...went to work..den had two diff. st.john meetings...it wuz
good juss givin dat group of ppl total freedom for camp n all..n let dem do
wuteva dey want...n itz a wicked group of ppl so camp is gonna b wicked..n
im totally lookin forward to it already...afterwardz went to dynasty for
dinner..hahaha we stayed dere till like 11 sumthin...n da security kik us
out ..even when we were in da parking lot talkin...wow never happen to me
b4 alrite..i should go sleep..need to do sum work 2molo ...

May 20, 2004

sum sequels are worth watching...

i must say..Shrek 2 wuz really good..even tho at first i voted to
watch Troy..but i really enjoyed Shrek 2...lotz of good laffs in it
hahahaha i tink youths n adults will understand da jokes a lot
better dan da kids..but n e who...i HIGHLY recommend watching dis
movie..i kinda want to c it again..juss want to c wut i missed in da
beginning

yah im EXTREMELY full rite now ..had 2 dinners..first w/ ccf small
group after watchin Shrek 2...den afterwards went to church for the
CollUni men's group meeting..had another dinner dere..WOAH ! dis
stomach is all filled up...

man cant type n e more..full stomach makin me tired..im juss gonna sit
here n stare at the screen now...

May 19, 2004

so sleepy...

if u read my eariler entry den u'll kno y im so sleepy..cuz i had to
get to skool by 9am today...juss to chk which tutorial im in...sigh
it seems like my prof is anti-technology...derez no course website..
he didnt give us his email address...no online lecture notes...yet
he has like typed slides which he expects us to copy within the 5 mins
they r up...

another sad thing is dat...becuz of the tutorial now..i have 5 hours of
strate class...from 10 - 3 ..no breaks...which means no food...well i
catch a snack when im walkin from one building to another datz it..
nooooooooooooo im gonna starve..i can c amanda laffin at me rite now..
cuz she'll b lounging at home w/ fillin her stomach..while i starve in
class...

so my prof for classical myth showed up today...he seems alrite...i have
2 probs w/ him already tho...#1 he spent an HOUR..ONE WHOLE HOUR..goin
thru the class outline...he basically gave a 5 min intro..to every single
class...n #2 well we were talkin bout dis myth..n he said one of the lessons
we can learn from it is dis " the greatest blessing can also be the greatest
curse"...which i totally disagree..i tink im totally blessed in my life..
to kno dat my sins r forgiven becuz God loved the world so much He sent his
Son, Jesus, to die for us..n thru Jesus' sacrifice on the cross..im no longer
bound by death.n dat one day when my time here is done..i'll b goin up dere
to heaven...dis is the greatest blessing i have in my life..n in no way shape
or form..can dis turn into a curse...n e objections ? juss comment i'll luv
to hear it...

sleeeeeeeeeeeep

so itz summer vacation for me now...den y da heck am i awake at this time?
arghhhhhhhhhhhh im so tireddddddddddddddddddddddddddd i want to sleep
so badly rite now...so early juss for tutorial..arghhhhhhhhhhhhhhh
yes i get fustrated easily when im tired...n e who better get dress
n start my trek to skool...

May 18, 2004

sooooooooo...

soooooooooooooooooo summer skool started yesterday..it wasnt dat bad...man
marketing geography is a HUGE class..filled w/ lotz of chinese ppl too..
n so far da course seems pretty easy stuff..letz hope it does turn out dat
way..n i get a good mark..as for my other class..well not much to say bout
it since i was SUPPOSE to have a 2 hour lecture..but ended up to b like
only 20 mins long..hahaha..but i still have to read 2 chapters by 2molo..
woah..better start reading like NOW !!! since im such a slow reader...

st.john wuz alrite...i buffed my shoes b4 i went at k's house..n now itz so
shinyyyyyyyyyyy..but i couldnt get rid of the wrinkles on my shoe..so da
shininess..juss like stops once it gets to the wrinkles..sucks !

o yah..i wuz readin da Bible yesterday...n i came across dis verse..goes w/
wut i wuz tellin tracy da nite b4 too..so it goes "Do not let any unwholesome
talk come out of your mouths, but only what is helpful for building others up
according to their needs, that it may benefit those who listen" Ephesians 4:29
man my goal is to stop makin fun of ppl..hahaha..i poke fun at ppl way too much
..i bet a lot of ppl r really happy hearin dis now hahaha

May 16, 2004

it all begins again 2molo

well it all begins again 2molo so summer skool is starting 2molo...taking 2 courses
marketing geography n ancient mythology...so from wut i heard..i'll b doin sum crazee
reading till the end of june...which wont b all dat bad..since i got nuttin else to do
den again letz hope i can keep up w/ the readings too...well so far i dont kno n e one
in my ancient myth class...letz hope i do bump into sumone i kno or i meet sum kool
ppl or else..itz gonna b one boring course..especially w/ lectures 3 times a week..
AHHH ! n of course it's good to kno sumone is takin notes when i fall asleep hahaha

well let's c...saw bonnie at church today...good to kno that she is gettin better..
thank you God for answering our prayers...n saw filgen's knee..AH!!! it hurts for me
to look at the scars leftover from her surgery..AH!!! n da shocker for the day..the
announcement about Pastor Tham handed in his letter of resignation on may 7th...i dont
tink n e one saw it coming at all...after service..everyone was like "wow! that was a
surprise" dont kno what's gonna happen now..since the english congregation are already
in da midst of finding a youth pastor..now we gotta go hunting for another pastor now
too...all in all..i pray that God continue to light the path for Pastor Tham n for our
church for the days ahead...

May 13, 2004

hahaha i finally went..

YES !!!! tim finally went to mitchell's today..n actually
went inside..YESSSSSSSS...if u didnt kno last time i went
it wuz close..so it wuz my first time dere..hahaha to those
ppl dat alwyz go dere..ur prob tinkin wutz wrong w/ dis guy
hahaha..well n e who i finally got da Bible i wanted..
quite happy bout dat..n also my $10 cd..which im totally
enjoyin rite now...thnx kelly for goin w/ me hahaha kelly
n her decisions on wut to buy..which led to me bein unable
to decide wut to get..hahaha

alrite bout last nite...juss great to c everyone..well almost
everyone..sum ppl were busy w/ work..sum busy w/ their gfs...
a person bought 12 bottles of beer instead of comin out for
dinner..yah im quite annoy bout dat...but yah..had fun juss
j/kin around...jo ur lucky..we got lazee waitresses at jack
astor's...D&B wuz kool..hahaha winnie has no self control
hahaha n also our 1.5 hours talkin in the parking lot until
eva yelled at us..hahaha but we all kno y she had to get home
so fast..hahaha all in all..juss great to c everyone..

alrite me totally feeling dis song rite now..been listening to
it for awhile..yet it still speaks to me n da lyrics r juss
words i can relate to...

Everything To Me by Avalon

I grew up in sunday school
I memorized the Golden rule
And how Jesus came to set the sinner free
I know the story inside out
I can tell you all about
The path that led Him up to Calvary
But ask me why He loves me
And I don't know what to say
But i'll never be the same
Because he changed my life when He became...

Everything to me
He's more than a story
more than words on a page of history
He's the air that I breath
The water I thirst for
And the ground beneath my feet
He's everything, everything to me

We're living in uncertain times
And more and more I find that i'm aware
Of just how fragile life can be
I want to tell the world I found
A love that turned my life around
They need to know that they can taste and see
Now everyday I'm praying
Just to give my heart away
I want live for Jesus
So that someone else might see that he is...

Everything to me
He's more than a story
more than words on a page of history
He's the air that I breath
The water I thirst for
And the ground beneath my feet
He's everything
And looking back over my life at the end
I'll go to meet you saying you've been...

You're everything to me
You're more than a story
More than words on a page of history
You're everything to me
You're more than a story
More than words on a page of history
You're the air that I breath
The water I thirst for
And the ground beneath my feet
You're everything to me
Lord, you're everything to me

haha wicked stuff..

alrite i'll write bout last nite l8r..but for now..letz look
at dis pic hahaha itz pretty funee stuff...so i wuz sittin
in my kitchen eatin my fruits..den i saw dis wild rabbit in
my bakyard..hahaha so i took pix of it..man do i really
live on a farm ?

May 12, 2004

so finally get to c ppl 2nite...

firstly, man havent been here in awhile..n u kno wutz mess up lately...
been woken up by a helicopter flying over my house..WUTZ UP W/ DAT ?!?

so tonite is the nite...the big get together..well not dat big but it'll
b fun nonetheless..hahaha itz gonna b sum major story tellin time...n last
nite..man havent talk on da fone in awhile..man i hate planning stuff..
even tho im not the one in charge no matter wut u ppl say...itz gonna b a
fun nite tonite..

n e who..last nite had a short yet meaningful talk w/ kelly juss about fully
surrendering ourselves to God...kinda made me tink bout my own situation...
for me..da one thing datz stopping me is dat fear...dat trust problem i guess
...fear of wut mite happen...dat lack of trust..to let go of the steering wheel
n let God take control...so many times i find myself worrying over things dat
i dont need to..cuz i kno it'll b alrite..since God is on my side..for one
instance..CSC263..it wuz all Him..i wuz worryin so much..so scared of failing..
n thankfully God pulled thru once again..Lord, thank you so much for doin wut
u do...n i pray dat God will continue to work in my life...so i can finally
learn to juss let go..n let Him take me to wherever He wants me to go...

yah itz a long post.cuz i havent posted in awhile...yah juss been readin sum
stuff online as well...on Biblical Christianty vs. Roman Catholicism..yah
juss had to dis desire to figure out wut the differences between the two
religions...n now whenever someone tells me dey r the same cuz one branched out
from the other ..i can confidently say..NO IT AINT !!!

n lastly..look outside..it's a BEAUTIFUL day....

May 9, 2004

Happy Mother's Day

so itz another mother's day..which also means..time for Mon Sheong Fun Run
event..so had to b dere at 8am to help out..cuz us St.John Ambulance ppl r
goin to help n take care of the first aid aspect if n e one gets hurt...but sadly
i woke up at 5:45am today..y ? cuz i heard my bro get up to go the
washroom ...n he is in a diff. room..arghhhhhh so im gonna b all drain out
2nite...da Fun Run was good..lotz of ppl show up to support Mon Sheong..
had a blast..got free food...n happy dat no one got hurt...alrite gonna go
rest now..cuz 2nite gonna go bbq for Mother's Day...

May 6, 2004

so itz tru...

well i alwyz remember watchin chinese movies...n in many of dem dere is
a gurl dat gets a fever..n she feels really cold no matter how many
blankets she is wrap in..n so on....i alwyz thought dat wuz fake..well
until last nite..dis is da first time dis happen to me...so i had a pretty
bad fever...it wuz sum messed up stuff..i wuz in bed..wrapped myself
w/ 2 blankets...n i wuz still shivering like mad...like CRAZEE mad..my
teeth were chattering n everything...i had to like force myself to stop
doin it..but it juss came on going...den after my cry for help...who else but
God answers my prayers...da shivering juss stops..n i wuz able to fall
asleep =o)...u dont got to believe wut i juss wrote..but heck datz wut
happen..it's all bout Him n His everlasting love...from the beginning of
time till forevermore...so now im feeling much better..da doctor said i
wuz fine..no medicine needed or n e thing like dat..=oP

alrite so after the doctor's went to go yum cha..w/ my uncle, aunt, grandma
n my baby cousin who is juss 10 months old...so he is still at the age
where he cant really recognize ppl..well except for my uncle n aunt...so when
we came ..he juss gave us the longest..confused look ever..w/ like da frown
n everything..hahaha n when my bro tried to hold him..he started to cry
rite away...n he got so scared..he wuz like huggin my aunt so tight...
my bro scared the heck out of jason..my mom wuz cracking up..hahahahaha

May 5, 2004

man quite full rite now..

argh had all u can eat jap food today w/ my bro n joesph..
got dere at like 9pm...n ate for an hour n half or so..juss
like non-stop eating da food juss kept on coming..hahaha
so funee one of the waitress "inch" my bro..it wuz in a
jokin kind of way...so not intentional..hahaha

o yah..my old skool vid. game console..PC ENGINE is not
working..got bored..so my bro wanted to take it out to play
well also cuz we found a stack of games in joesph's basement
man so lookin forward to playin it again...but it didnt work
=o( quite sad...

May 3, 2004

a kool short film...

well herez a link to dis short film online..itz only bout 1.5 minutes long
but it gets to the point...whether u r Christian or not...religious or
non-religious..it speaks to all ppl..
well here's the link to the film itz called "Eternity"

May 2, 2004

woohoo new toy...

so my bro came bak..n he brought me a bday present...one of those
lego basketball ...itz pretty kool..quite fun..so who wants to
challenge me ? hahaha

congratz everyone...

well 9 ppl got baptized today..which wuz simply amazing..juss hearin
their testimony n hearing how God has worked in their lives n how His
love changed their lives...simply wicked stuff...hahaha so jokes when
Kelly saw wut sue n i got here..hahaha but she didnt use it !!! o well
it wuz all for jokes..her real present is on its way...

so after church went to fmp...haha i felt like i cheated my way into
a free meal dere haha cuz i didnt do n e thing...funniest part when
we did the chicken dance in the food court along w/ the scouts haha
neva imagine myself doin dat at fmp hahaha...who knoz wut
embarassing thing st.john will make me do next..we'll juss have to c
next event.. Mon Sheong Fun Run at Milliken Park next sunday...

Apr 30, 2004

alrite so im all done...for now..

so im all done exams..yahhhhhhhh..today wuz my first official day of
summer vacation n it started off w/ a BANG..literally sum guy had to
come n fix our flooring today..cuz it wuz make a creaking sound...
wicked to live in a new house..where ppl juss come n fix everything
well for now atleast...

well yesterday wuz pretty good after my LAST exam..went to eat
phos w/ lisa n k..den chilled at K's house afterwards...juss a relaxing
day...

alrite so my summer vacation started..so wut do i have plan ?
NUTTIN ! well i still have to work on saturdays..n summer skool
starts in 2 weeks..

o well n e who...gonna go do more couch potatoing...

Apr 26, 2004

hope da worst is behind me...

man today's exam was hard as expected...sigh..i really do hope
today was the last time i saw CSC263..really do not want to
retake the course...but really scared dat i would have to tho..
haha i remembered reading Gavin's msn name lately..
sumthin bout "if exams are the enemy, who won the battle?"
i can surely say the exam won the battle today...for sure
dere is nuttin i can do bout it now...got 2 more exams to worry
bout..n one of dem is 2molo..

no matter wut happens...i will still put my trust in Him...

Apr 23, 2004

yes i kno itz gettin boring...

yah i kno itz gettin boring readin bout exams again..but datz all dat is
goin on in my life rite now..datz how boring it is..well yesterday's exam
wasnt dat bad..i kno i made sum mistakes tho..here n dereme hope i
still did alrite on it..n get a good mark in dis course..it has to even out all
da other badmarks i got...alrite i need to do lotz of work today..so i can
go out 2molo..

o yah..saw Kill Bill vol. 1 n Pirates of the Caribbean..yes i kno im behind
in films...both were pretty goodi enjoyed dem...especially Kill Bill been awhile
since ive seen sum good sword fight...cant wait to c the second one...

Apr 21, 2004

so itz dat time of yr again...

n no im not talkin bout exams..but itz my bday...yahhhhh..im slowly gettin old..
but no matter how old i may be..im determined to stay a kid at heart..thnx to
everyone dat wish me a happy birthday...whop..bak to studyin..since i have an
exam 2molo

Apr 19, 2004

shocker for the day

alrite..so st.john went as usual..thought it wuz gonna b a bad day..since both
jada n jamila didnt come..dat means we were totally lacking in manpower for
the our sections...n da fact dat the police college had all their stuff set up..had
no room to march too...den da shocker came..dey did promotions tonite..
n surprisingly i got promoted tonite..im an officer now...still tryin to let it sink in
well dere isnt much difference to wut i do..but i feel so much older now hahaha
ppl were calling me "Li Sir" ...man gotta get dem to stop dat...o well..me happy
n congratz Lisa u got into the skool u wanted to go ...

1 down 4 more to go...

alrite so i finally started my final exams..unlike other ppl who r done already...
da only bad thing bout goin to UofT st.george...well atleast da only bad thing
i c...

alrite had my french exam dis morning at 9am..craziness...i cared more bout goin
home to sleep dan writing dat stupid thing...but surprisingly da exam wasnt dat
hard left 1/2 hour early..now letz hope im not bein over confident again..n i end
up w/ a super low mark hahaha..alrite juss 4 more to go..next one on thurs..

whop gotta get ready my lesson 2nite for st.john...

Apr 15, 2004

woohoo itz finally uploaded

alrite finally uploaded the group pic from camp...
n yes we r all in uniform datz y we have those berets on..

omg im goin crazee...

ahhhhhhhhhh bein at home every single day SUCKS !..im gonna go crazee
soon ..all i do is sit..either infront of the tv..or infront of the comp..or at
my desk studyin..ahhhhhhhhhhhh..i need human contact..i need to c real
ppl besides my parents n ppl on webcam..ahhhhhhhhhhhhhh
gonna rip my hair out soon..den again prob not..cuz i got a haircut..i'll wait
till itz longer dan rip it out hahaha....yah finally got a group photo from camp
which looks pretty kool..practically has everyone in it..expect the two ppl dat
left early...now juss need a place to upload it to den i can post it here
boo still wish i wuz dere..had a blast..

Apr 12, 2004

wut an amazing weekend...

alrite im bak from camp n it wuz a BLAST ! had a great time juss playing
w/ all the kids...chilling w/ my fellow leaders and getting out of the city
man one thing which wuz great...wuz juss lying down star-gazing..tho
the ground wuz kinda dirty..it wuz still WICKED ! never would b able
to c so many stars in toronto...well during the Blackout last august we
could have..hahaha..

it wuz kool..gettin to kno more ppl in the division better...juss cuz at the
meetings dont get much time to talk to dem n all...n itz at camp like dese
where i really get to kno dem..n bond w/ dem..n juss joke around w/ dem...
it wuz great working w/ u all...just want to thank you guys for all ur help..
cant wait till summer time..where deres more camps =o)

Apr 9, 2004

wow..time sure flies...

wow...today wuz the last day of classes for dis yr..n all datz let r 5 exams..which
cant b dat bad..hahaha watch me say sumthin totally opposite afterwardz hahaha..
man im halfway done undergrad..wow...time sure flies...first day of skool for frosh
is still pretty clear in my mind too..seems im not gettin my money's worth hahaha..
but den again as i look bak now..i kno ive grown n learned a lot..which wuz great..
dis yr has been a pretty bumpy ride..w/ lots of ups n downs..but thank God for all
the people He put in my life..to support me..to keep me goin during these 8 months
hahaha..many courses ive putted me in my place..n truly smack me across the head
n juss really helpin me strip my pride away...tho i had to learn the hard way..i juss
hope i really learnt it dis time..=o)

well 2molo mom, grandma n aunt r heading to boston for a bus tour..hope dey have
fun n stay safe..hahaha n hope my grandma dont get ripped off n e more...she sumhow
got a hot dog for like $10 US...datz CRAZEE ! datz like 10 hot dogs hahahaha n also
im heading up to camp..hope all the kids arrive safely..n things go smoothly..n
everyone will b leaving w/ good memories n hope dey all got sumthing out of it......=o)

Apr 4, 2004

a good reminder...

i wuz bored..n went to my own icq info..n c wut i wrote dere..n dis quote wuz dere

"God may seem distant and far but there is no one closer who could hear.
Have faith that in all things there`s a cause and a reason
for even if this life is just winter the next is an eternal spring season. "

i dont really remmeber how i found it..but prob juss surfin around...but itz a good
reminder..dat tho dere r times..when feel God is not w/ us..when we tink He has
left us to fend for ourselves...He is closer to our hearts dan we could ever imagine...
n datz things happen for a reason..His reason..n dat we dont need to b scare..
we dont need to worry.."And we know that in all things God works for the good of
those who love him, who have been called according to his purpose." Romans 8:28...
God is in control of all things..n thru the worst experiences..God will bring good out
of it..n also...dat no matter how bad dese troubles r...it wont last forever...da
clouds will go away..the rain will stop coming down..the rainbow will fly across the sky
n the sun will shine again...

haha i read wut i wrote b4..man u can tell how messed i wuz...i wasnt makin n e
sense at all haha

can we all say SCREWED ?!?

alrite..so i guess things didnt things turn out the way i planned it..
which wuz quite expected.haha i have too much hope in myself...
so rite now..still aint finish CSC324 assignment..heck im not much closer
to finsihing dan i wuz yesterday..still stuck at the same point..cant figure
it out..n now gotta start the CSC209 assignment..sighhh..
really need God's help to get thru dis...for sure i cant do dis alone..
juss need concentration n the willpower to do work...

Apr 3, 2004

gonna b a fun weekend...

man herez da plan for the weekend..
sat morning *after watching sum cartoons* - finish CSC263 Assignment #4 part 2
sat afternoon - sjab camp preparation meetin + other stuff for sjab
sat night - work on CSC324 assignment #5
sun morning - church
sun afternoon - hopefull finish CSC324 Assignment #5
sun night - study for my FSL161 test, which is on monday

wut a wonderful weekend..b4 probably one of the hardest week of skool all yr...
n itz the LAST one too....man wut were the profz tinkin.....

ccf grad dinner 2004

alrite..went to ccf's grad dinner for the first time tonite..n had a blast...da skits were
great..n every grad had time to say their own little speech..n it wuz so amazin..to c
how God has worked in their lives..during their time at UofT..n i really hope God will
continue to be w/ each one of them..wherever they may go now...da skits were pure
jokez..even tho da crowd didnt seem to b in it as much..but got better as the nite
went on ..hahaha hearing ppl's first childhood memoriez were great..hahaha Jean-Luc
goin down the stairs hahaha..so wutz da first thing u remember ? alrite datz all bout the
grad dinner..quite tired..

o yah..juss to end dis off..hahaha Eunji is a big fat stupid head hahaha..datz my comebak
for the nite..since she is dissin me up so badly rite now hahaha..man im such a little kid..

Mar 30, 2004

truly thankful...

juss really thankful...for the ppl dat God has put in my life..
for all the ppl datz been really supporting me lately...
for all my brothers n sisters in Christ..datz been prayin for me...
yah skool has really gone downhill lately...n itz juss great to kno
dat ppl r here..to help me get bak on my feet..
thank you Lord for every single one of them..
i hope dat when dey r ever in trouble..i'll b able to b dere for dem
as well..

alrite still at skool rite now..got class in like bout 10 mins or so...
nite classes suck..especially when i live so far from skool..by da
time i get home itz gonna b like 11..den gotta eat dinner...n do
sum work for an hour or two...man itz gonna b another late nite..
skool is almost over..but not soon enuff..still got 1 test & 3
assignments to do...God give me the strength i need to juss "ai ma"
dese 2 weeks...to everyone dat r starting exams real soon..like next
week best of luck..n remmeber to rest b4 exams...da worst thing
dat could happen is fallin asleep during ur exam hahaha

Mar 28, 2004

when will it end ?

alrite this is wut has been goin on in my head lately...
personally i had it..i tink enuff itz enuff...
juss w/ da string of violence in the city..itz crazee..
open the newspaper everyday n wut do c...
another shooting occur..kids go missing...hate crimes..
n most recently..the body of Cecila Zhang was found, after
she has gone missing for about 6 months...
i kno dere is atleast one of u out there dat would tell me to
juss "deal w/ it, ppl die everyday"...
n u kno wut i agree w/ u ...ppl do die everday...but dat doesnt
mean we should all juss sit bak w/ our feet up n act like nuttin happen

when will it end ?
when can the kids go outside n play agian ?
when they dont have to sleep w/ sirens as their lullabye ?
when will the gray skies go away ?
when will the sun shine again ?
how many ppl have to die,
b4 we start to act ?
b4 we start to care ?